jaima

2005-08-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

i am sooooooooooooo gonna fail amaths.

wads new?

2005-07-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

woke up lyk at 6.45 am today. d first time i ever woke up so early on a sat la!! hahah.but dan i wen bck to slp dan at 7am, robyn made me a morning call.hahaha and talked crap to kp me awake.so i woke up and wen to church.there's dis kids funfair thingy dat i'm involved la.robyn and i were in charge of hop-scotch.hahaha. i was sweating lyk hell la. had to run about to take d bean bag and demostrate for d kiddos.ahhhaha me playin hopscotch.hahaha.had alot of fun today la.

dan andrea came too, dan we wen to TM to eat.dan wen to collect my harry potter bk!

got my crumpler bag ystd, quite gd to carry.

i hate lim khee teong!!! i am still so angry wif him!!! JERK.

2005-07-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

it was d cca leaders investiture ystd.hahaha thanks guiys for cheerin me on.ystd was one of d most embarasing day of my life.first, i wore my pe shorts d other way round, d sch badge was at my bck.i din noe til i saw dem luffin, and i asked dem, dan dey told me and luff, i was in front of ms sek, so i was lyk 'shit!'and ran all d way to d toilet.ahahaha thanks ah guys, for luffin dan tellin me.haha.dan mrs ng asked me to model in front of d other 200 over cca leaders durin last minute rehearsal.so embarassing la.but it was funny...i guess.dey were all luffin wen mrs ng called on me -.-dan bla bla bla, dan mrs chan gave us dis long speech bout cca leaders all.and mrs tan wanted those hu hav groomin problems to b sent to her, and of cos i was one of dem.mr ismail wanted to let me off, but dat wil lead him to trouble, so i insist i go to mrs tan.she din scld me la.she was nice, she remembered me and said i did listen to her and meave my hair longer dan d last time she saw me.ahaha.

I HATE LIM KHEE TEONG! i swear he's d most irritating teacher alive!!!!! argh, wen mrs tan wanted to c those hu have grooming problems he was pointing at me all and tellin d other teachers bout me la, i saw, and continue lookin at him, dan he looked away.COWARD.dan today, he came to look for trouble AGAIN.i saw him at d lift, dan he was lyk tellin mr chang bout me, sheesh he lyks dat huh.dan he pointed and ask me to go to him, i refuse to budge, i mean, if he wans to tok to me dan cum over la.and he did, and our conversation goes lyk dis:

LKT: pointing at my shoes, did u draw dat?(there is dis line at my shoes)
me: er...no?it is d design??
LKT: look, ur a cca leader u noe, dan ur socks and belt...
me:cutting him off, yea, mrs tan toked to me bout my hair everything alr.but she din say anything bout my belt and socks.
LKT: its not only bout d hair ur a cca leader, how can u b a role model...
me: u can jus strike me off, i dun wana b a cca leader anyway.
LKT: dan y did u sign d contract?
me: u can jus strike me off i dun care.

dan he jus had nth to say!! i swear he was speechless.he jus look at my name asked for my cca, i even provided him wif d teacher-in-charge name, in case he duno.he probably wanted to threaten to strike me off as a cca leader, but i offered.so he had nth to threaten me wif anymore.i think he was shocked, bcos he din even book me all.which he normally would.hahaha. lyk dey said, i 'banged' him.he really had nth to say la.haha.i dun really care la bcos

1) i really dun wana b a cca leader, i told mr ismail alr, but he insisted i take up d post.
2)i dun wan restrictions and pressure.

so i have nth to lose.

i really think our sch is really into politics.dey strike ppl off jus bcos dey hav discipline record.even dey had d most votes. dan wad is d point of a vote?? and d government is askin everybody to give ex-covicts a chance in society, and now dey r only students, wif gd leadership qualities! wad is worng wif our sch? and many teachers resigned bcos dey think sjc is really political.lyk lim khee teong, he wans to earn credit for a promotion, dats y he is always booking ppl.doesnt dat say something?lim khee teong booked ppl for high belt b4 la! and high socks. wth rite?!?!?!?! and nobody complained cos dey r all afraid of him, dats y he thinks he has d authority to go around bookin ppl even w/o valid reasons.dats y i urge all of u to walk past him wen he's there, dun run away.wil make him more cocky.if he is really unreasonable dan reason wif him or go complain. and sum teachers suck up to mrs das, so dey can get a promotion and get into mrs das or chan's gd books. all our sch cares is d image.image is impt, but is it mopre impt dan d welfare of its students?so mus dey hurt d students so dat dey can have a gd image of d public?

really la, if lim khee teong decides to send me to mrs chan or mrs das, i wil say everything out la.he really needs to change he's attitude. i am so mad. in fact, i wish sum1 frm our sch wil read dis.lyk d teacher or sth.

SJC needs to check their attiutude.

2005-07-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

wen to twn, queensway dan twn again today.ahhaha.wen to make my braces dan wen to eat, i swear the katsu curry rice is so gd la.at taka food court.omg.so gd.as nice as NYDC.ahahha.so ya in d end din eat nydc cos liting and lucia ate alr.ahhahaha.so wen to d food court.dan wen to queensway and get my running shoes. new balance.yea i noe is not a really gd choice, but nike shoes r lyk more of a fashion icon, i wan genuine running shoes.so bargained.ahaha.quite a difference la.to me, at least.dan got my fbts.liting and lucia got their bags.ahahha.lucia cant stop 'exploring' her bag.dan wen to ps and enrolled for my electrical guitar lessons.yay!!but the guy so irritataing la.argh.made me so pissed.dan wen to d arcade and played drums.i sucked in it la.lucia's so gd in it!

dan i wen to my grandma's and bam.i got so pissed.EVERYBODY WAS CRITICISING MY NEW SHOES.AND I MEANT EVERYONE.everybody was saying bla bla bla "can get new balance shoes as cheap as 20 bucks" well maybe its bcos dey saw FAKE new balance shoes at d neighbourhood market?and bla bla "i drive u bck to queensway to get a refund" bla bla bla, "made in china wad!" bla bla bla.seriously la.y mus dey burst my bubble liddat?jus reserve yr own comments la.there's nth i can do rite, since i already bot it.y mus dey make it sound lyk as if its d end of d world? argh, WAD IS WRONG WIF DEM?!i got so mad i almost cried la.its lyk not d first time dey r doin dis to me.my aunties and uncles la.since young ya noe.CANT I JUS MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS?!?!argh.seriously la, i cant even make my own decision on buying shoes.k, maybe dey hav gd intentions, but dun repeat over and over again la.jus say one time its enuff.i feel bad enuff alr la.jus let me scld myself quietly! argh, i seriously tolerated la.i really tried not to cry, its lyk i got so mad la and i dun cry often u noe.so u might hav guessed i am really angry and mad.i am so mad at myself.

dis remind me of an incident wen i was very young.i was playin at d corridor, dan i saw 20dollars on d floor so i wen to ask my neighbour, since their hse only beside where i found d 20bucks.of cos dey said it was theirs.dan i wen bck happily, wanting to tel my aunties and uncles d gd honest deed i jus did, and guess wad?! i got sclded!!!wth?! dey told me i was STUPID!!excuse me, but is d word 'stupid' suitable to be used on a child hu is only 6 yrs old?!i noe it wasnt theirs of cos after dat, but i was young and gullible!!!i am only a child.it was so tramautising for me la.i can still remember dat incident.i was being HONEST.and i got SCOLDED?! WHAT?!

i think i cant bring my future bf(if i can find one, dat is)bck hm for dem to noe, cos dey wil probably make me mad again and force me to break up wif my bf altho maybe, he is d right one.dey wil jus find fault in him la argh!!

i seriously need a bk on anger management. i hav really low EQ.and dats bad.if i dun improve, i wil probably get fired frm all my jobs.but i did controlled my temper, to no avail.

i really wan to work in a guitar shop.

2005-07-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY A NEW FAN OF NYDC!!! u noe d cafe kinda thing.sells pizzas pasta and all. super nice la. i love d lasagne. ROCKS MAN. really nice.its lyk heavenly la.oh man i feel lyk eating it now.liting, lucia and i r gg out tomorrow so i suggested we wil eat at NYDC.haha.

k so how did i became a fan of NYDC? ahah today is ting's bday. so we wen to nydc and eat.hahaha fun fun day.

i think i'm gettin my crumpler tmrw.hahahaha :)))) and sports shoes. :) i've been wanting alot of things lately.tsk.

oh aggie and i r forming a band!! ahahahhahaha. for fun la. jus lyk jam if we can and stuff.hahaha i am excited. ahha wth?

2005-07-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

my new wishlist and goals.

1.get d guitar i wan very badly but very expensive but very cool.ahah.

2.buy an electrical guitar.i am takin it up soon :) haha so excited.was told to call end of dis wk to book a schedule.hahaha :))))

3.have my song published. any song. which is kinda far-fetched wish/goal, but dis is my biggest goal of all :) jus let dis cum true

4.work in a guitar shop. SERIOUS. i was at yamaha guitar shop on mon, and i imagined me working there, so cool.lyk heaven for me la. haha.

5. work hard, get gd grades go to jc dan university get a high-paid job, buy a house and built a built-in music studio. wif guitars, recording equipment and drums around.now how cool is dat?! kinda hard to make it happen though.haha

k bye. haha

2005-06-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

tmrw is be yrself day hahahaha.so we can wear wadever we wan.ahah robyn told me to wear a skirt, wth?! TOLD not ASKED.hahah she said she wil pay me 2bucks if i wear one.to entertain her she says.ahhaa nonsense lah.we spent lyk one hour of tuition fooling around la, she luffed alot today.hahaand yea wads new? haha

i wana skip sch la.but there r lessons!! EMATHS la!! i cant miss dat.haha.

so....gonna wtch world of the worlds tmrw wif liting and lucia wahahah.

2005-06-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

studied wif liting and lucia. i did sum productivive work while dey gossiped ahah. i was so high today la!

we're gonna eat prata tmrw. ahha

2005-06-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

sch reopened today. din do much. was toking all d way durin ss haha.no one is listening la.

turns out dat we dun hav to change classes at all. dasty allowed us to continue all 7 if we want to. OUT OF COMPASSION.which is, so she says, a higher grade of sympathise.wadever.sounds d same to me.lyk saying our class stinks isnt enough.and at last i get to see mr tan and d other teacher sucking up to dasty.its digusting i tell u.argh.

i am reading ripley's believe it or not encyclopedia of d bizarre hahah. interesting bk :)

2005-06-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

batman begins is sooooo gd. u guys shld wtched it. i am so glad initial d was full today haha.

vanny is dropping amaths! noooooooo!! i only hav her as my gd frn in d new class. i am so crushed noe dat? we're gonna drift la dan i hav no frns.i am gonna b a loner. great. how great. i am certainly looking forward to it.and she tells m a day b4 sch reopens! but i feel so bad trying to dissuade her i cant hlp it!!! argh

2005-06-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

VERSE 1:
the skies turned dark,
but someone's not sleeping.
right now she's feeling confused inside,

she asked God why.

Why did my husband die?
and now my children cry.
is it something that i've done wrong?
please let me know.

her hands are trembling,
how can she go on with her life?

CHORUS:
why~
why am i in this plight?
but guess i have no choice,
i need to pull myself together.
why~
she has to endure this alone.
is there someone to wipe her tears?
the tears she secretly wept.

VERSE 2:
she told herself,
i have to remain strong.
she thinks her kids are so alone,

she has to be there.

and for that she became the strongest woman
that i've ever met,
and that is rare.
but sometimes i think she's putting on a brave front,
for the sake of everyone else.

her hands are trembling,
how can she go on with her life?

repeat chorus

BRIDGE:
be strong, your kids will know,
all the things you have done for them,
and they will forever look up to you,
though there are times she softly sings,

repeat chorus.

is there someone to wipe her tears?
the tears she secretly wept.
i think she really needs that.

haha a new song i wrote.may seem stupid but it means alot for me. havent thought of a name yet ahah. maybe "why" but kinda common yea.wrote it at lyk 3am last night/morning.haha cried while writing dis, so stupid right.i am writing frm my mum's angle.she's really a strong woman, emotionally dat is.r d lyrics okay? comments pls! haha.

i learnt how to play good charlotte's 'we believe'on d guitar last night.its such a nice song man.love it.and yup, d song i wrote is inspired by 'we believe'.

i realise a gd thing bout d hols,i can sleep late and my inspirations always come at d wee hours of the morning!! always.so i always end up slping late.i can only write songs during late hours, usually.at during afternoons and mornings i end up writing stupid, meaningless' songs like 'wait for u' which was written during chem lesson at sch haha.

2005-06-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

wtched alot like love. was okay.

cant believe sch is reopening soooooo soon, namely on mon.d sch cheated us of our hols la. dey cut it short!

havent finished my hmwork yet.uh-oh

2005-06-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

had tuition today.

yakked most of the time, as usual haha.

i was findin sum1 to wtch initial d wif me, apparently, no one is interested except, robyn! suprise suprise.lyk she dun seem lyk she would b interested in wtching a CHINESE movie, considerin d fact she's so english. she wans to wtch it cos of edison chen, she's havin dis huge crush on him, and me bcos of jay chou, duh. ahha.so its on! yay!

half of d hols r lyk gone?! so fast!

2005-06-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

marymount convent fill up:
1)How did u feel when Ms Schoonbeck retired?oh u mean ms schoolbadge haha inside immature joke.kinda sad, but happy at d same time cos she knows me and has a pretty bad impression on me haha

2)How did u feel when Mrs Angela Tan took over? er nth, cos we were graduating.no effect on us

3)What classes were u in n hu were ur formteachers? 1b, 2f, 3d, 4a, 5d, 6d.haha i still remember! form teachers, er ms tan first, dan ms kumar(or sth), dan i cant remember for pri 2, pri3 is ms cherish tan dan mrs khoo(my fav teacher haha), ms goh and ms goh again.

4)Who was your class partner in primary 6? racha?

5)Who was in your group in primary 6? yu yan, audrey, pengxin and melissa.

6)Who were u close to? yu yan

7)Where are your usual hangouts during recess? library.haha i wun read, i slp.and d canteen.

8)Who do u go with 4 recess? yu yan, audery, pengxin and melissa.

9)Where do u go after school? junction 8!haha

10)How were the exams like in Marymount? fine.(??)
11)Who was the class joker? i think its me.i was sucha lame person class.maybe now too.and its not a compliment.haha

12)Who was the maths pro?racha and doreen.

13)Did you get into cat fights? of cos.but lesser in pri 5 and 6.mostly in pri4, my darkest yr in pri sch ahha.but no pulling of hair and scratching pls.haha

14)compare yourself wen u were in marymount n today..er no more long hair, and i hav more frns now ahha i am a reject in mcs. :( haha

15)Has any of your frens changed?yea and d changes they made were obvious.

thot it would be nice to do dis fill up.sigh i miss my pri sch

2005-06-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

there'a woman crying out tonight
her world has changed
she asked God why her only son has died
and now her daughter cries
she cant sleep at night
downtown another day for all suits and ties
another war to fight, there's no regard for life
how can we make things right?
just want to make dis right.
we believe we believe we belive we believe we believe we belive
in this love.
we are all the same Human in all our ways and all our pain
so let it be.
there's a love that could fall down like rain
let us see, let forgiveness wash away the pain
what we need.
and no one really knows what they are searching for.
we belive, this world is crying for so much more.
we belive, we belive, we believe, we believe, we belive, we belive
in this love.
so this world,
is too much for you to take
just lay it down and follow me.
i'll be everything you need,
in every way.
we belive in this love.

we believe-good charlotte.

wad a nice and meaningful song.and sad.

i am not mugging AT ALL.i was saying how much i would mug for amths during hols if i get to kp it.and now, i get to kp it and i am not mugging!!i was sayin how much i would appreciate d oppurtunity and mug like hell and i am not mugging! wad de hell is wrong wif me?!!

its funny to recall how affected i was wen mrs elan said she won't consider my situation, meaning she wun give me a chance to continue takin amaths, i was freakin sad and affected and cant enjoy myself.and now BOOM d chance came, my wished came true, wad i prayed for came true and i am not exactly happy.like takin 6 subs seems like a better offer.and now i am actually thinking out droppin amaths.argh, i duno wad to do man.i feel so suffocated and confused.and i am not confident dat i wil do well for d nxt half of d yr and i am scared i wil b wasting my time on amaths, dan still flunk it, like wad happened durin d big middys.we i can actually used d time on other subs which i can potentially do well, namely lit and score well.

oh well, maybe i did't work hard enuff.

and i am not a mathemactical person.

shld i jus give up??

2005-06-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

i am no longer afraid of dogs anymore, wahahaha!!! wen to my mum's frn's hse today, which happened to b sum retrenched actress frm ch U previously frm ch 8, she own dis huge golden retriever called max. i was scared at first but dan later i realised he's a very gd and frnly dog so i began to play wif him all hahaha.at least he doesnt bark at d most unexpected times, i hate it wen dogs jump and bark and lick and bark sumore hahaha, lyk robyn's dog.

my mum got a new car. and its bloody red!! blo0dy geddit? ahahha jus ignore me.its a mazda 3. its super red la, but super style haah.

i did not go to sch today!! i was super slpy la so decided not to go now i gotta spin sum tale haha.

2005-06-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

i am so worried for my grandma. she is not feeling well lately. but she's better now. still running a high temp tho. man, i m praying she wil b fine.

my handfone spoiled!!! boo hoo. now i gotta use my old nokia one. i hate nokia fones. so i m gonna get a new one, my contract is up, i can upgrade alr. haha

2005-06-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

back frm taipei.haha. :) it was fun.

i am still not used to havin nth to do anything. heck! its d hols! but there's lyk almost nth to worry about haha.i nid to practise my amaths, i nid determination!!!!

2005-06-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

wen out wif frns today. bot 3 shirts and a belt. well they were on sale haha. two were buy one get one free items and one 25% off.haha. gd deal. i love my new belt!! :) now i can lend my old but NICE belt to vanny. she's benn pesterin me for it haha.

goin to taipei tmrw :) for 5 days!!!! oh my. haha.

so cya then!

2005-05-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

wen to twn today.

wtched monster-in-law and madagascar. madagascar was a disappointment :( k fine, it was ok. but monster-in-law was super funny hahaha. i think u guys shld wtched it.jane fonda is a very gd actress.

k dats bout all. haha

2005-05-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

sch is OFFICALLY O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!

the moment dat we r waiting for, everybody now....

WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha madness.

sch was rubbish today. were supposed to wear camp tshirt and track pants, i wasnt goin to wear it but figured out dat i might potentially get into trouble and potentially b the odd one out, well i was d odd one out in d end cos evryone wore uniform!!!!!!!! argh, so mad oh well. i felt lyk a....a...nerd. now where did dat cum frm?? hahaha. and turned out dat we do not nid to wear camp outfit at all!!!! wth rite. gospel singing competition...well i am stil quite bitter bout d whole not gettin in thing.cos i really think we did a gd job.considerin its a last minute thing.and we were better dan sum contestants.and i was dwn there critisising d contestants. u cant blame me, well heck one group mimed! dey din sing live.so much for a 'singing' competition.how on earth dey got in.at least 3I won d thing. dey were gd :) okok jaime, its over hahaha.

cheer competition was hilarious. we din perform cos we din think of a cheer and got disqualified, which was wad we wanted and hoping for hahah. i din noe vanny can dance til today.hahaha she was shakin lyk mad hahahaha.

mum cant go to d PTM tmrw. hav to go bck on mon and it was told we hav to c dasty if we go bck durin d hols.

CARRIE UNDERWOOD IS THE NEW AMERICAN IDOL WOOOOOO!!!!! i was actually rooting for Bo, but dan decided dat carrie is a better singer ahha.

2005-05-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

projects r killin me.

there is nth to do in sch..

congrats jda! she got to take 7 subs hahaha. told her sure can continue and she refused to believe me. ahahhaa.

2005-05-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

wen to d SCIesta thingy today at nanyang JC.

had lotsa fun. tot it wuld b super boring but noooooo...we won silver!!! hahah as in liting, char, bev anne and me.d best was d taboo thing.bout chem. it is so fun! and funny. we were luffin and screaming all la! and d facilitators were very shocked by our enthusiasm.haha its lyk we mus throw d dice and go around a wheel containin colours and d level of questions.if we got colour, we mus mix chemicals to get d colour within 30 secs i think. its so fun la! we were super excited haha.and black, bankrupt, we lose all d points. and there're questions bout chem, hard taboo, medium taboo n easy taboo.haha so we draw a card according to was taboo we land, and there's a word, we mus describe it to our team members w/o using certain words given on d card. there's one hard taboo qn i did "van der waals force" (wadever dat is) so i said " k, first word is vanessa paul's nick!!!" dan "VANNY!!! VAN PAUL!!!!" "YAYA!!! WITHOUT D NY AND PAUL!!" so dey got it. VAN. dan 'der' bev's nick is "beverly the great" so, " beverly__great" so dey got 'der' and waals, hahaha i ran to d wall, and pointed to it, dey guessed 'wall' dan "yaya!! d pural of wall!!!' dey got 'walls' as in 'waals' ahahha dan for force, i pushed sth and said, 'i push sth and exerted___' dan dey got it. ahahhahahahaha. so fun!!!! dey said we r d most enthu grp ahhahaha. and noisiest. ahaha. dey kpt luffin cos we made up stupid and hilarious clues. hahahah.super fun la.

i get to kp amath!!! i was super shocked man, its pure luck man, alot of ppl deserve it more dan me.

2005-05-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

bck frm genting.

i am seriously affected by the whole amaths thing. why is everybody telling me to relax, and dat d sch is not serious bout it and dey wil only encourage u to drop and not insist?d sch seem super serious bout it. i tried lying to myself and decieving myself to take it easy and relax and not think bout it.but i jus cant la.

why is d sch not giving us a chance?

if i studied harder. all dis wun happen and i have to worry bout all dis stuff.

2005-05-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

i am now in genting haha.

the thought of havin to drop amaths spoils my mood for d whole day man. i really wana continue it but d sch wun allow. wad kind of logic is dat. my mum said dat i can drop, dan study on my own, dan take d o-levels by myself. lyk kinda private liddat. can we do dat?? pls tag me wadever.

2005-05-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

the dropping of amaths thing is really affecting me. i cant seem to enjoy the things i am doing. y r dey doin dis to us? i really wan to continue amaths. really.

gg to genting tmrw.

2005-05-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

WE DIDNT GET IN D GOSPEL SINGIN COMPETITION LA!!!!!

and we practiced so hard.

its pure biasness la. cos vanny saw adeline ng pointing to our uniform and complained to mrs tan hu rolled her eyes. wadehell is their problem. jus bcos dey dun lyk sumbody in da grp doesnt mean she can take away our chances.i think we did an okay job. we were super nervous and everyone said we did better durin rehearsals. oh well. we did tried our best.

on a lighter tone: I BOUGHT MY ZEN IN LIME GREEN :)))))

2005-05-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

amath-13/80
lit-57/100!!!!

HOW CULD I GET A C5 FOR LIT?! HOW CULD I?!?!?!?! seriously, i am very upset bout dis. worst, mrs tan said,
mrs tan: -using paper and hit my head- i expected more frm u, u noe.
me:-looks away- i wil do better nxt time
mrs tan: you shld b in d grade B band u noe, its clear.
me: -looks away in shame-

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got more upset once mrs tan said dat. she is disappointed in me la. now i dun dare to look at her, i hav no face to look at her la. can tel she is super upset in me :(((((((( i am upset wif myself! i suck man. and amath, well, at least i can tel my mum dat everybody failed. and all f9s except on e8. hope i wun b in d last 10%, i hav a huge risk. i really dun wan to drop. really.

2005-05-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

-collide by howie day

love dis song much. d guitars r super good. i am impressed.

combined humanities(elec history and ss)-46
emath-50
combined sciences(chem and bio)- 54
eng- 64
chi-70.5

man i sucked. i failed ss by one freakin mark! and hist by 3 marks!!! and emath jus passed?!36 for paper1, and it is supposed to b easy!!! wth man? and chem 42, bio 43 just scraped thru. and eng! how can i get a B4 for eng and chi! man i seriously sucked. and i am so gonna fail amth and dan i wil hav to drop. hopefully mr tan will give me a chance. man pray for me. and now my only hope is lit. i love lit. if i score badly for me, i am a goner.

2005-05-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

bck frm d bbq. it is a bbq wif d church ppl. it was fun :)) enjoyed myself.

i am so sad, d guitar string i bot ystd was an acoustic guitar string! i realised wen i got hm and fixed it a played it and realised d sound is super funny. now i cant play it cos it sounds so wrong dat is y i am sad. d lady gave d wrong string! argh cheat my feelings ahahah.

damn mon is cumin. we wil b gettin bck our results la!!! gosh. die die. and there's PE!!! PE REMEDIAL!! there's a rumour sayin dat if u fail d july re test dan u gotat do pe remedial, is dat true?! pls tel me!!!!!!!!! tag me wadever!!!!!!!! pls!!

i am bored.

gg to genting nxt wk and taipei on d 3rd. ahahha.

2005-05-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

remember seeing moon's rebirth,
rings made mirrors of the earth.
the sun was just yellow energy,
there is a little promise land,
even over fills the sand,
seasons fill my burden,
cover me,
bring it back.
more than a memory.
oh chariot,
ur golden waves,
are walking down upon dis place.
oh chariot,
i'm singing out loud,
to guide me,
give me yr strength.
u'll be my vacation away fron dis place.
u know wad i want.
holdin dat cup,
that's pourin over the side,
makes me wanna spread my arms and fly.
give me yr strength...

i cant stand lim khee teong!!!! wad de hell is wrong wif him?! he made an personal attack on me k?! insulted me. damn it la. he is NOT metally sound i swear. i pity him. hav a lack of character. god bless him man god bless him. he needs it. god's blessing i mean.

oh jus tot of sth funny. its a scene frm 'joey'

joey introducing himself to his new neighbour:

joey: hi! i am joey.
alex: hi joey, i am alex. wad r u workin as? i am a lawyer.
joey: oh really? well, hehe i am an actor.
alex: oh? act sth out!
joey: ok here goes- ah hem- in a very macho voice Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?
not bad aye?
alex: er yea, but dat is wad juliet said in the play, i mean romeo wouldnt talk to himself right?
joey: -in shock- DAMN!!! I DID DAT IN 10 AUDITIONS!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA. super fuuny joey. so himbotic. ahhaha dats y he is cute :)

2005-05-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

EXAMS R OVERRRRR!!!!!

and b4 u noe it, another is cumin right up :(

and we r probably gettin bck our results! on mon!! :(((((((( i am so gonna fail amath. dun even wana tok bout it.

chem was alright, but dun think gonna do well.

wen out to twn today :) wen bck after chem paper, supposed to go robyn's hse but dan there was a change of plans and vanny is supposed to tel me but she din, well well wad is new? so wen to macs wif bev dey all had breakfast, wen hm dan we to meet vanny, robyn and andrea. ahha vanny said to meet at d 2nd tile on d front of d entrance place. specifically on d 2nd tile and we can only say hi wen all of us r in d tile ahahahhahahaah and vanny said it on d only place dey can decide on. wad rubbish of cos we din la. robyn was late. dan walked around and stuff. dan wen to meet jda, alethea, rachel, anne and wenfeng. wanted to buy zen, havin an offer but my aunt said she can get it for a much cheaper price. so she's gettin it for me :) dan walked around sumore dan wen hm. legs hurt now. d sprained knee is stil not alright :(

k lets all relax until d day we get bck our results :(

2005-05-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

starin at a maple leaf,
leaning on a mother tree i,
said to myself 'we all lost touch'.
yr favourite food is chocolate covered cherries
seedless watermelon.
and nothing good comes out of the ground.
body rise,
it looks over me.
oh chariot,
yr golden waves.
are walking down upon dis place.
oh chariot,
i'm singing out loud.
to guide me,
give me yr strength.
-chariot by gavin degraw.

DIS SONG ROCKS MY SOCKS! haha.

lit paper was a killer man. wrote on 6 pieces of paper, 12 pages. whoa broke my own record. last yr was lyk 4 pieces of paper. hand hurts bad.bio was a killer too, i am so gonna fail. i stumped at lyk most questions?! gosh.

mr yeo said i passes my emath paper 1! but i might stil fail. paper 2 was dman difficult.

it wil b all over on thurs. all over.

2005-05-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

4 PAPERS DOWN, 5 MORE TO GO!!

which is alot. and all impt papers lyk bio, chem and amath and lit! wth. y mus dey sqeeze everything inside argh? and hist is wif amath!!! i mus pass amath man, havin intensive tuition all.

emath paper was ok. after finishin paper 1, i still hav lyk 40mins left, which is alot. first time! and paper was super difficult la, wen i realised d method of doin one question, time was up!! there! 10 marks gone!

damn, i am in deep shit la.

2005-05-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

stayin at my aunts today..

ate alot today hahaha.

tution today at 9am, so bloody tired now. was slpin in d bus la.hahaha dun tink i wil b gg to tmrw's session tho, bit inconvinient.

wen to study at cp. end up not doin much.dan met anne and alethea. anne kpt actin mean too me hahaha ya la, i know i can b bullied easily hahaha.

exams r on nxt wed. cant wait for it to b over dan can hav shoppin trips!!! woohoo!!!

2005-04-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

SYF IS FINALLY OFFICIALLY OVER! AND GUESS WAD??????

WE WON THE SILVER AWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so superly super happy la. i am still comin to terms wif it hahah oh my gosh!! it was lyk wen the announcer was reachin d 15th sch(we're d sixteenth) i was trembling lyk hell la. ahhaha dan wen d man said "AK NO.16, CHIJ ST JOSEPH'S CONVENT....." -beads of sweat drippin dwn- 'SILVER!!!!!!" dan i was stonin for a while, cant believe wad i jus heard dan i jumped and screamed, so did evryone, well almost. dan i cried!! it was such a touchin moment, our hard work finally paid off. d sec1's r not happy tho. oh well, dey r new, dey stil dun feel attached too angklung yet.we were all yellin, cheerin huggin and cryin ahhaha. silver means alot to us, we r a new cca, it is a feat dat we can get d silver award at out first shot at syf, i must say, WE R SOMETHING!! hahah our instructor was veh happy and she cried too, she is not a sensitive person ya noe, hahah she mus hav been really glad. we got gd commetnts too!!!! yay!!!! now no one wil look dwn on us anymore, esp d sch :)))))))

so, prayers really cum true huh?

2005-04-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

all right. tmrw is d big day. man, i am so nervous and excited at the same time. dun tink i wil b able to get sum slp tonight. pls pls let us win sth!!! pray for us guys, pray for us.

2005-04-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

wen to twn today wif my bro. its lyk d first la, we r lyk siblings for 15 yrs and nvr once wen out together hahha. we both bot a limited edition shirt frm instant karma. damn expensive :( felt so bad, dats it nore more shoppin for a month ahah. its lyk 59bucks la, but its nice.felt so bad, din go to church today, i initially rejected my bro's offer and felt bad staightaway. he wanted me to go la. cos he's gg bck to army soon and we hardly hav a chance to go out. so ya..

wearin contact lenses now. cos SYF is on mon, i look so gothic wif specs wif heavy makeup and fake hair on hahah. tokin bout SYF, i am excited. i really wan to win dis thing.ystd, we had dis touchin moments wif our teacher, tokin bout how much work we put in frm last yr all for SYF. i almost cried la cos we really worked hard la and hope it pays off. esp for us seniors, we r lyk d first batch so if we really win sth, it wil b extremely heart-felt for us seniors. our teacher said if we perform wif confidence and commitment we can even win a silver award. and i immediately had dis image of d person on d stage and announcin d results and said SJC WON SILVER AWARD!! i swear i ahd tears in my eyes la. dan i was lyk "gosh i wil cry la!!' dan d seniors were lyk agreein, so ya can tel dat we really wan to win sth badly huh? so BIG DAY ON MON!!

2005-04-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

i realised dat i always like songs that r outta date.hahah lyk dis, iris by the goo goo dolls.its been out for quite sum time and i rmbr hearing it b4 but din noe it is by hu until robyn told me haha and i found it in my comp and its really really nice.jus check out d lyrics la!and d guitars r super good.

THANKS LITING FOR HLPIN ME WIF D LAYOUT. jus wad i wanted thanks :)

i did very badly for 5 batt la.i think i wil get bronze? i sucked in standing broad jump cos i lacked confidence and kpt hesistatin to jump so wasted time ahhah.mrs khoo was super kind, she let me tried lyk 6 times ahha and i passed at last wif 155cm i think :) not runnin tmrw, nxt thurs:) thigh hurts now :( and my knee:(

i stil dun get certain logarithm questions!!!!

2005-04-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

jus came bck frm tuition. cant believe it la, lyk so late alr.

had PFT, actually i am on MC ant not supoosed to do, but d retest is on mon and i hav SYF on mon, and if i dun go for d retest on mon, which is d only day for restest, i hav to do PE remedial!! so yupp, so, my leg hurts even more now.

dan wen for tuition. we were tryin to b energetic and not slpy, so robyn and i kpt annoying each other to kp ourselnves awake, and it worked!! hahan did quite alot on logarithm.

jus ate nasi lemak for dinner, now i'm so damn bloody full

2005-04-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

sat.today had oral. had to wake up early,on a sat. wad a wkend. den wen hm slpt a while dan wen to church.it was great. i love it there. alot of things made sense to me.

anyway, tmrw havin tuition at 4, keyboard ends at 2, wad am i gonna do durin the two hrs?? bcos of van paul la, spoil all of my plans. she quitted tuition!!

mum allowed me to buy an ipod!!! weehee!!! duno if i shld buy zen micro or wad. zen has radio ipod doesnt, but ipod is so much better lookin dan zen..ahhaha sorry robyn.but kost imptly, it mus hav recorder i may jus hav sum melody on my head and i certainly nid to record it down.

NAFA run nxt sat. my thigh still hurts la! how on earth am i gonna run? oh well, i wil jus pray.

i'm dreadin d 25th.its syf, and we gotta put FAKE HAIR.everybody's gonna see la, i am so gonna die

2005-04-14T09:12:00.000+08:00

i'm now in comp lab 1..haha for eng class d rest r wtchin romeo and juliet, d modern version. i am lyk half wtching it. d movie's lyk porn la!!leonardo dicarprio and d girl ya.er got amrried and ya, do dat thing.ew. and d girl is lyk so young lah.in d movie she's 14?! and i betin real life she's young too.

anyway, jus had chem.ionice bondin is so eay and fun haha chenm rocks! not bio anymore since charles sclded me.haha

mum allowed me to go to church.hahah i am suprised. tot she wuld flare up or sth.but she din.she said it was up to me.so yupp, guess i am gg dan :)

2005-04-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

rite, its lyk 1.45am and i am use d comp ahahha jus spent d past 3hrs or so doin amath hmwrk ahah and re-doin sum for extra practice hahaha so happy now cos i understand logarithms at last jus hope i dat dey wun fly out of my head!!!!

wen to cut hair wif liting. i am supposed to leave it long for SYF ahah but i cant stand it la. its too long and thick but i thin it only, not d length but yea, ahha my hair grows long very fats and there is still lyk 15 more days to syf..

gg to twn wif liting and lucia tmrw better go and slp now!!! :)

2005-04-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

ok i noe my blogg is damn screwed up. oh well

anyway, we've got gd comments bout d angklung performance on d awards ceremony!! hahah d guests really complimented us!! anne told me dat ahahha she heard she herself felt dat we played well but personally i felt dat band's d best. :) it was so good. i get goosebumps while hearin dem play so, yea it was really gd. ahahha and our instructor told us dat after d performance sum chi lady wen up to her and shook her hand sayin dat we were really gd! ahhahaha and mrs chan praised us FIRST dis morn ahah it is not in d order of merit la duh but it's still quite a feat! hahha she said dat angklung 'made a big impact' ahha and praised our costumes which is obviuosly not our credit ahahha and apparently d guests were really suprised dat we played 'ode to joy' and dey really lyk it dey din knew dat we can play a grand song of such using angklungs hahaha. and practice wen smoothly today, we played fairly well. and our instructor was in a gd mood :)

i am lyk half doin my amath hmwrk dan decided to use d comp i am so weak in amath. i hav a feelin dat i am so gonna fail dan i wil hav to drop :(

2005-04-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

YES WE DID IT!!! D AWARDS CEREMONY IS FINALLY OFICIALLY OVER!!!!! no more late days ANYMORE!!! yeah! i am so happy la. ahahha.plus, our instructor said we did a great job!! :):):)

i am so hungry dis morn and afternoon cos i woke up late. at lyk 11.24am to b exact.i am supposed to wake up at 9.30am and i din ahhah. gd thing van paul called me and ask me to go to sch wif her. anyway i din eat for d whole day so i was quite pissed bout it. and hav to wear fake hair for d performance. OMG. it looked nice on ppl wif long hair but for me, nah.dey said i look sweet and cute and all hahahah jus bein sacarstic la.hahahah i look so hideous la!!! ew.hair flat and all. i luff wen i c yself in d mirror la. and wen mrs poi drew d eyebrows (???) for me she said, 'u look nice wif make-up veh diff frm wad u look lyk in sch' i jus luff ahahha cos its obvious its fake.and wen mr yeo saw me he gave me a funny look ahhaha he looked so funny wif dat look dan i tod him not to luff dan he was lyk givin me a thumbs up??!!! WTH?!ahhahahaha he's veh funny la.

i cant hold my head up high wif d fake hair all la.oh well. at least we dun ahv to wear it at d performance at OLN.but we hav to for SYF and dan while walkin to d bus everybody wil see la dan i wil b a luffin stock.damnit.hahaha i am so paranoiod.i wil quit angklung if we get COP for syf.so all d juniors better work hard do sum justice for us seniors!! ahahha :):):)

2005-04-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD IS FRIDAY!

but still gotta go bck to sch tmrw for awards ceremony.but we hav to b there at lyk 1pm so ya...lucky!! hahah hav to wear wig tmrw la!! WTH?!?!?! cos of short hair la. many ppl hav to put.ahhaha sure spend alot of time to do our hair ahahha.

i am so happy it is fri la!! hahaha wth.

we r havin so many rehersals la. dan we hav to lyk wait in d library for our turn dan i kpt takin guitars frm guitar club ahahahah kill time la.hahah dan kp doin silly things wif van paul ahahha. wen to sakura ahahha love d food there :) i jus wen there on wed la ahhaha and wen today again.ahahah dan wen to buy jesse macCartney's cd hahahahah HE'S SO HOT LA!.

i jus thot of another impromtu 'poem'.k here goes.

the society is lyk a witch,
the witch in the famous fairytale.
which she gives u an apple,
dat is really poisoned.
u may fall for it,
because she charmed you,
wif all d gd things which may happen to u.
perhaps u will do her bidding,
perhaps u will give in,
wad is worst is,
u cant do anything.

the moment u bite into it,
everything turns blur.
u cannot see anything,
or even hear.
u start to close yr eyes
and fall onto the ground,
alas
there is no handsome prince,
to revive you.

time passes by
and the witch wake u up.
to do all the stuff
dat u didn't really want.
but she promised you riches and wealth
and you eventually fall under her spell.

you stay engrossed wif all the crap,
dat is given to you,
you become a loyal servant
and turn yr back on yr friends,
family,
dreams and hopes.
too bad, so sad,
u become alone.

you were so innocent once
hu is satisfied wif d simple things you have.
y fall into d well?
dat will never end.
really, yr nothing
without dreams and aspirations.
yr not yourself anymore,
i am sad to say.
i know u know it too
but will never admit yr a fool.

RIGHT.hahaha i am thinkin so hard while i'm typin dis ahahha it is SO NOT PROFESSIONAL poem ahahah so disorganised and all ahhaha oh well. i noe it sucks la.hahaha

k i'm gg now. :)))

2005-03-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

i am so sleepy today. i dun noe y. i slpt at lyk 11.30 ystd nite and woke up at lyk 6.45am and ystd i slpt at 12.30 and woke up and 5.30am and i dun feel slpy lyk i did today.ahahha so was lyk half-slpin in bio and charles sclded me hahah. i din even realise i fell aslp la!!!hahaha until she sclded so i wen to wash my face hhaha dan wen i came bck she made me do all d quizes in d cd-rom she's showin to us.ahahh lyk 5 quizzes?! she made me to all.hahha lucky i got lyk 3 out of 5 quizzes all correct ahahha. i was HALF-aslp so i did listen k?ahha duno y i'm so tired today...oh well maybe her lessons r boring.ahahahhaha

today we hav to perform for d whole sch wif costumes.and wen i walked past d corridor wif d costume on, my class walked past and laughed so loudly la!! hahahah. thanks ah guys ahahha dey cheered for me la hahaha. :))))

what's the point?
written on 30th march 2005

sick and tired of this world,
dis is not the first.
seen many ppl died for greed,
without seein much of dis earth.
society full of ppl,
hu regard money as their first.
which destroys hopes and dreams,
of those hu think otherwise.

But wad can i do,
i haveto surrender.
i have to fufill the wishes,
of a materialistic world.
i have to surrender,
i have to give up my dreams.
i am not allowed to,
dream for a living.

music, is all i wanna do,
but i'm not allowed to.
Then wad's d point?
i might as well die,
it is better than to commit
myself in all dis crap,
while i'm still alive.
Money and power are d rootsof all evil,
y cant dey jus understand?
dreams r more important
to those hu r willing to stand.
stand up for their rights,
stand up for their pride.
but we r,
without much hope.

this world is ruined.
this earth is crap.
consequences r irreversibe
with ppl lyk dem.
it is sad, no doubt,
but we cannot do much.
all we can do is jus to stare
with a regretful heart.

hahah jus lyk a 'poem' kinda stuff i wrote ystd. its crapp la.ahhaha but quite revelant to me. so ya.

2005-03-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

i slpt lyk at 2am last nite/morning cos i kpt thinkin bout d future. i noe its silly to think bout it so early but too me, its time to make a decision.lyk i'm gonna b 20 in 5 yrs time.

i love music.i really do. i cant think of another thing dat i hav passion for. but my mum would NEVER EVER let me pursue music. and i dun wan to upset her. and hav regrets for makin her upset and regret is a horrible feeling cos wads done canot be undone, but at d same time, i dun wan to regret in d future for not takin music and believe in my dream. but i rather regret for not pursuing my dream dan make my mum upset.my mum wen thru alot for us.but dan again, wad is d point of living wen u cant even do sth u lyk? dreams is why we live in dis earth.its lyk gd as bein dead wen u dun hav dreams(lyk wad arthur miller wrote in 'an enemy of the people')but we hav to face reality, dis society is cruel and materialistic and it is true dat music gets u nowhere which is damn sad.but dan again, i wana do music cos i love music, not cos of money. God says there is sth planned for everyone, so wad is planned b4 me? i really cant imagine wad i wil b doin in 10 yrs time.i dun wan to study sth so hard in JC or the U, dan wen i go out to work, i realise i really really hate my job dan i regret for spending so musch time studyin sth i hate and it wil b so late for me to pursue music dan.wad shld i do? DAN again, as much as i love music, i seem to hav no talent for it.i took a quiz lyk few months bck, d quiz tells u wad u might be doin for a living in d future and i got 55 points and i belong in d 'entreprenuer' category and 56 points u belong in d music/art category. 1 more bloody point.dan i thot, maybe i am really not fated to do music.i noe it sounds stupid but i cant but to feel dis way.and musicians always love music since young but i dun, besides, i din grow up in an or art/music-inclined family, i realised i love music wen i was lyk 13,which is really late.so yeah, maybe i shld jus talk myself outta it and convinve myself to b happy wif a desk-bound job. i suck. i am confused. i duno wad to do. i pity myself. we only live once, i really dun wan to die wif regrets. i may jus die tmrw and hav plenty of regrets. I HATE REGRETS. its horrible.its suffocating.but because of dis CRUEL AND MATERIALISTIC world, with plenty ppl tinkin dat money is d top priority and i hav certain obligations...ha,i might as well give up now b4 i fall any deeper.

i dun wan to b a superstar, i wan to b a musician, lyk write music and stuff. i really love music. but i need to survive. WAD IS WRONG WIF ME?!?!?! i jus cried while thinking bout dis la. duno wads d matter wif me.

anyway, on a lighter tone, i recieved bday presents today!
- a veh cute soft toy flower(??) and a er.......ken barbie doll(WTH LA!!!!) frm robyn and andrea.
- a holy bible and a pair of guitar earstuds frm robyn
-ripcurl water bottle frm pris eng
-a keychain in a box frm juniour, belinda.
-a fotoframe frm junior, yan ping
-a veh funny bday card frm both belinda and yanping
-a veh cool bday card frm mersa. so nicely designed la. mersa is veh gifted in arts btw. both visual and music.she's so kind, she wrote in d card: God gave u a special gift of music, use it! hahaha , i wish.

THANKS GUYS! u guys r so funny la esp robyn and andrea hhahah barbie doll :):)

ok i wil go now and continue feeling sad and lousy and hate myself and dis whole entire world.

2005-03-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

jus wtched 'the apprentice' hahaha love dat show.

wen to d spore conference hall...for sth.d schs played so well la duno wen we can play lyk dem. i feel so inferior la.we r lyk shit beside dem, we r lyk chalk and cheese compared together.and d pieces we play r lyk so easy la and their's so difficult but dey can play so well?? so by right we shld play our songs very very gd rite? argh crapp. sec 1's r so slack la. rude, lazy, short attention span, full of themselves and in short, suck in playing.even our instructor says so .she said our batch is veh gd.argh dey gotta buck up la.and our instructor transferred me to playin angklung ahhaha i am supposed to b in percussion but she said she nids better players so ya in angklung alr...

there's sch tmrw!! argh crapp and PE la.shit i drat PE lessons, on d start of d wk sumore...and there's rehearsal!!! damn.and d costumes r cumin tmrw.ahh!!! hav to wear heavy make up and costumes, AGAIN. u all gotta luff la. hahaha expected la.

rite, i'm gonna eat supper now!!

2005-03-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

AHH!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY'S PARTY WAS A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS SO FUN TODAY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahaahha dis is d best bday party one culd hav!!!!! ok so here's d ppl hu came : lucia, jda, matilda, alethea, adeline, beverly, liting, anne, aniszah, rachel lim, adora, geraldine, khiu, gina, clara, wenfeng LI JIA WEI AND RONALD SUSILO!!!!!! omg dey actually came la!!!! we were so so excited!! wen dey came, we were all lyk shouting and cheering la ahahah geraldine and adora were so happy and excited and wen adeline and bev heard dat ronald susilo's cumin too, dey shouted so loudly la!!! so we were lyk crazy fanatic fans, takin fotos and gettin autographs frm dem, they were really frnly, lyk take initiative to tok to us and play wif d kids. and promised us countless fotos. ahahhaha dman fun. matilda was so funny, cos she lyks ronald susilo and wans to take a foto wif him only but dun dare to ask him cos li jia wei's there ahahha scared she wil get angry hahahaha! and ronald susilo is veh gd lookin in person btw...hahaha and li jai wei's veh tall in person!!! its such an honour dat dey wil cum to my humble party ahahha.

ok here's wad i got for bday :) (not in order of merit lol!)

- huge bearyhip bear frm li jai wei and ronald susilo and a handwritten card frm LJW, can tel cos of d eng handwriting. i bet its damn ex la! bearyhip! and so big normally one tiny one would cos lyk 15 to 20 bucks..so imagine!
-a printed tee wif a veh design, 'jaime' in d front and d code 79 behind frm jda, alethea and sam.damn nice!! even LJW lyks it.
-a BIG box of soya bean drinks from bev, adeline dey all. HAHAHAHA!!! dey r so hilarious.cos i practically drink soya bean everyday so dey always make fun of me so dey bot lyk 3 cans of soya bean drinks and 3 big packets of vitasoy, honeydew, choc and normal flavours hhaha!!!
-a HOT! complilation cd, a electric guitar kinda model wif stand!! so cool la!! cos i think dey know i love music ahhaha!!!! i love it! and a really nice card from gerald, adora and khiu and rachel.
-a chuppa chop lollipop(?? dey said anne suggested buyin it ahah) a veh nice crystal wif an image of a guitar in it wif light, so it will b damn nice wen lighted up and a necklace wif a peace sign pendant frm lucia, anne aniszah liting. its so nice lah!! all electrical guitar all!
- a box, decorated wif neoprints of me and lucia and notes and letters written by her frm lucia!!OMG its so dman bloody nice la. i love it alot!! means alot to me. :)
- a wooden kinda thing which says wad my name means and i can hang it sumwhere and a jay chou bookmark: frm clara and brenda.
-a jar of sweets wif happy bday written on it and a nice card frm gina
-a nice home made card frm liting!
-a cup which u can decorate yrself frm bev and wif real soya beans in it ahhaha!!! and d desing and pics r damn cute la!!
-a really cool quiksilver shirt frm matilda and linette
-a box of high-class chocs frm wenfeng
-a SK jewellery neckalce wif a heart pendant frm ma's frns
-a perlin silver necklace wif a heart-shaped pendant frm aunt
-two pairs of earrings frm aunt.
-hongbaos frm aunts, grandma and ma's frn
-a cool instant karma tshirt frm bro

THANKS MUCH GUYS!!!! I LOVE D PREZZIES ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!! I AM SO TOUCHED!! I WILL TREASURE DEM FOREVER!!! and on account of d prezzies, i wun blame u guys for pushin my head into d cake! hahaha dey lied la said dat it is a'tradition' to take out d candle thingy in d cake frm my mouth right 'tradition'...rite...knew dey wanted to push my head in.hahaah nvm la, once a yr only ahahaha happy can alr.aahhaha

ahah rite.hope i din left out anyone!

mum made me send an sms to LJW to thank her for cumin and she replied on my fone!!! hahah she said 'dun hav to b so welcum, i'm also happy to attend yr party and get to know u happy bday!' ahahah nice girl.

robyn, huimin, andrea and van paul couln't cum. van paul actaully forgotten all bout my bday! ncos she din cum for tuition today so she called victor and wen i asked if she was cumin over d fone, she said it was her godma's bday she gotta go, dan i was lyk' nvm u will go yr godma's bday i am jus a frn' dan she was lyk 'no? u r more dan jus a frn...' dan i cut her off cos its quite disgustin ahahah dan she was lyk ' ok nvm' ahahah!funny girl.and robyn, merissa sam cant cum cos of church and sam din even said she was not cumin.argh.hahahah wadever it is, i really enjoy myself today!! i am so happy!

hahah thanks so much for everything guys. really. :)

2005-03-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

today i wen to wtch robyn's church.hahaha great play.i feel lyk luffin wen i c her actin all serious on stage la!!! ahahha but i dun dare to luff out loud or cheer out loud cos dat will make her luff and ruin her performance haha.i enjoy today veh much and i lyk d church, better dan i lyk city harvest.no offence but yeah.at least i felt dat i can actually believe in God today i wen to church.but i still nid time to convince myself la.but dis church let me wan to go again.haha we hav to reply a response sheet and geraldine and i ticked dat we r interested in learning bout God.so if we ticked dat and dat we wana believe in God, we can go to a rm and get sum stuff.dan wen robyn saw us she was so happy, came running out and shoutin frm bckstage and hugged us.ahaha so painful la.she was really happy la.ahhaha cos wen she din c us she was all sad dan her frn saw us and told her and she stood in a corner waiting ahhahahah funny girl.she's a great frn la.i'm happy i hav a frn lyk her i feel blessed ahahah she really wans to hlp me la hahah THANKS ROBYN!!!!! :) i promise i wil convince myself to go to d church!

rite.

tmrw is my birthday!!!!! i'm turning 15! hahahah oh ya my mum invited li jia wei, d olympic table tennis player, their frns la, pls pls pls b frnly to her tmrw at d party k???!!!!!!! make her feel welcum pls!! take fotos wif her and all k?even tho u all may not lyk her....but pls k? she's really modest and frnly pls dun shun her ah! ahahha and my mum said she bot my bday present alr so on account on dat, pls b frnly to her!!!!! HHAAHHAHA!!!

SEE YOU GUYS TMRW!!!!!

2005-03-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello

today wen cp wif lucia to eat hahaha dan did a bit of amath hmwrk...dan wen to buy clothes hahahah for my bday la....bot a belt and a sweater.wen i got hm, i realised it was SO SO BIG!!!!!! so i am so gonna give my bro that for his bday in a month's time wahahahhahaha shhhh....

rite..i am so busy tmrw, sat and sun la...full of activities hahaha. tmrw i am gg to robyn's church, she's performing!!! actimg in a play she said.ahhah she bot me d ticket alr la...so i hav to go hahaha no la...i really wan to go myself. i wanted to pay her bck d money but she refused to take it cos she's afraid i wun go ahahhahah wth? ahhaha she's a great frn la :) dan sat is my bday party!!!! hahahaha so excited la...alot of food...so guys pls go with an emty stomach pls...ahhaha eat all u can! there's buffet and bbq and cake la! hahaha. rite dan sun i'm gg to dis fashion show thingy wif lu sam they all i guess dan after dat i'm gg to dis secret thing wif lucia ahahha cant tel!! and d nxt day is a sch day!

our sch is so domineering la. dey changed d rules again! d belt MUST be on d waist FOR OUR CLASS.NO MORE FOUR FINGERS DOWN THINGY ANYMORE!! i think it applies to our class only cos d other ppl dun noe bout it. wth lor. crapp la.is it so impt? d belt? does d belt say about wad kind of a person r we? does it really say much. does a person wif high belt mean she's a perfect girl and dun do the wrong stuff? and does a person wif low belt mean dat she is a bad student, smoking and stealing stuff?

hahha crapp la

2005-03-21T18:03:00.000+08:00

today was madness man.it all started wen i wen to rivervale mall wif lucia we were actually supposed to go to cp after she collected her specs frm rivervale but then later i decided i wanna go hm dan i asked lu's mum wether which side to take the bus to cp and she said no nid to cross road.and wen i was in d bus for 10 minutes, the road dun seem lyk d route to cp and i am lyk 'rite...that's it.i'm lost' so wenever d bus stops, i'll look and d bustop sign which tells you buses which stop there and i dun c any buses going to cp so i'm lyk 'ok fine i'll jus continue stayin in d bus and see where it leads me to' dan after 10 more minutes i realised d bus i was takin goes to my cuz's hse! so i called her and inform her i'm goo to her place so here i am in my cuz's hse typin dis.hahah luckly she's at hm hahaha cos i'm so lazy to go bck again. d bus journey's so long ahhaha so my mum is cumin to fetch me later...hahahah but i dun blame lu's mum la.....i should hav jus walked back.hahah

rite...end of story

2005-03-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

i din blog for such a long time! hahaha liting said dat i hav to blog today hahaha to say how much fun i had today at her house..we were supposed to do chem project but ended up usin d comp and takin pics ahahahah..ok we did a crossword puzzle la.hahah she so kind...hlped me print pics!!! hahah thanks much liting!:)

rite....i failed a,aths terribly!!!! 17!!! oh well expected it.so did my mom so she jus took it well-naturedly and all. d paper was so dman tough la and only two ppl passed so yes dats how difficult d paper was.and i jus passed my math wth wth...its such an easy paper la i am so dumb.d stupid indices la...hate it..duno how indices willl hlp me later in my life sheesh..

my bday is nxt sat and i'm havin dis bbq...hahah all my frns r cumin i guess...at least all those who i invited...i am sure i left out sum ppl hahahha i wil jus try and remind myself to invite them....so excited la!!! hahaha wth nwth.

ok i am reading dis bk called 'the melancholy death of oyster boy and other stories' by tim burton...hahah d pictures r pretty grusome...hahaha so i shall continue lookin at dem hahaha cya!!

2005-03-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

i am in a foul foul mood today.

cos amath test was damn tough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m so irritated la...felt lyk scldin d f word but i din of cos. its so dman difficult.and d time's so short argh....crapp...i am so gonna fail la. and i failed my emath by one pathetic mark???????? ahh!!!!!!!!! everything is not gg well for me.dan after sch, sum sec oner came to me and said she wanted to quit angklung along wif her class mates. wen i asked y, she told me cos ms asma, our instructor sclded dem last wk. wad rubbiah la.its bcos they were not disciplined enuff dat is y.i was so pissed lyk we din get sclded b4, we got sclded more times dan dem la, and i din even think of quittin jus bcos my teacher sclded me. lyk wth, go other ccas aso will get sclded la.shit dem la. so i sclded her and gave her a piece of my mind telling her off by sayin dat she tot cca is a hotel can cum and go as she please and dat mr ismail will prolly call her parents and tok and she got so frightened dan she said she wasnt gg to quit.i was so heavy on my words cos i cant believe how spoilt, irresponsible and ridiculous dey can get.dat poor gal was so scared la.but i sclded her in a reasonable way din scld vulgarities all.no point kpin dem arounfd if dey r not gg to b committed.

rite...life sucks once sch starts.

"wait for you, a song for you"
3/02/05 chem class

this is not a song about,
"i love you and you love me"
cant u see dat all i wanna do,
is jus write a song about you?
y did u doubt my feelings for you?
waited for u inside d room,
went outside and i started to rain,
i didn't really care cos all i wanna do is,

chorus:
wait for you,
till my hair
turned grey and i'll never complain,
wait for you,
until d earth stop spinning
till u agree to come with me...

lalala...yeah yeah yeah...wait for you, dodododododododo...

seasons change from summer to spring,
cant believe u rejected me.
look and see,
what's in store for you,
it is the song that i've written for you.
picture dat in MTV,
it is on d 'top 10 singles' list,
little did dey know that it's written for you,
i'm lazy to explain cos all i wanna do is...

-pause-

repeat chorus.

lalala...yeah yeah yeah...wait for you...

here it is,
d song for you,
you, you, you,you,you,you,you!!!!!

repeat chorus

lalala...yeah yeah yeah...lalala...dodododododododo......

hahaha its a trashy and rubbish song i made up durin chem? dat is y i almost failed d chem test ahhah

2005-02-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

hello

cts r around d corner and i'm still lazing around hhahha.how great.

i cant understand sets!!! and i cant find d notes on it.i duno where d hell it is.its so impt and i jus lose it liddat.

wen out ystd wif lu and wtched constatine.hahahi sort of understand it i guess...i kpt getting shocks!!! i jump at evry scence and i covered my ears lyk throughout d whole movie and kp gg to lucia's side trying to hide hhahahha so scary can.i hate horror flicks.at least its bout monsters and i noe dey dun exsist, better dan those horror flicks wif ghost and supernatural stuff hhahah.

ok i am gg to do my hmwrk now.

2005-02-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

hahaha CNY!!!! hahaha hav alot of hongbaos.:):):) best thing of CNY.wen to visit relatives todaay. played blackjack wif d ppl there my mum was d banker ahahahah imagine winning yr own mother's money~!!! everybody was lyk 'wahhh ur mum din give u allowance ah?' hahahah dan everybody was lyk so awkward cos it's been a long time since we saw each other and apparently, i've grown.hahahah and dey said wen i was young, i was veh talkative dan now lyk so quiet hahahahha cos i duno wad to say wad....so long din see each other alr...hahahah dey duno dat i'm still as talkative.its lyk i was veh playful at their hse wen i was young ,dan lyk dare to run and jump and do all sorts of lame stuff, dan now grow up alr, its lyk a diff story. so distant..quite sadd la, but they r still veh frnly and all...haha.

dan wen bck to my ah ma's hse and played sumore blackjack. i won more!!!but i felt veh guilty bout sth, i opened a card by mistake and i'm not supposed to open it, it made my uncle, hu's d banker lose alot of $!!! heavy looses!!yesyes i am still not veh clear bout d game, ahhahab miscommunication, its lyk my uncle they all r lyk experts in blackjack la so ya...he was so madd..hahahah cps he lost alot alr.i'm sucha an ass....hahah but i won enuff $ to buy d eminem and david tao's cd!!! woohoo!!!and my mum said dat i can buy a new guitar!!!hahaha i wan a folk guitar...anyway...my mum said d rest hav to go to d bank hahaha for my own gd la...

rite...wad a silly thing to hav to go bck to sch tmrw....

2005-02-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new yr everyone!!!!!! haha i love chi new yr...hahah duno y...maybe its becos i'm cheena harhar. or maybe cos of d hongbaos.

anyway, i pon sch today wahahah cos lyk no point. we r lyk makin lanterns?? so ya.... sounds boring, might as well stay at hm and slp.

oh well...hope u guys enjoy d hols and get many hongbaos!!

2005-02-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

i'm using my bro's new comp now. omg his comp so cool!!!!!!! so nice. its apple. and its white and all veh style. makes me wan to hav a new comp hhahahah wth. as if me havin a laptop nit enuff alr. but all my bro's crap is inside!!! (and i dun mind porn haha)cos his old comp was spoilt dan he used mine, and now he got sucha cool comp.

jus came bck frm dinner. my uncle jus came bck frm london wif his angmoh girlfrn..hahahah not racist or anything, she's a nurse and really nice. i'm so full la.

oh ya wen to luce's hse today hahah hlp her to install her mp3 dan we wen to d study rm and fooled around wif adeline, liting, anne and ani.hahhha so fun!!! we were lyk takin fotos wif silly poses ahahahah so fun dan we lyk pretend to shoot mtv wif liting's cam ahahhah we imitated jay chou!!! ahahahah so fun!!!!! :) wanna do it again.

rite hahah jus wana said dat it's a fun day!!! so long now

2005-02-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD IS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! ahahahha mrs tan wants us to say dat every fri at the end of her lesson...haha.

rite.....so tired! stayed up till 12am to do hmwrk.haha actually hmwrk can b fun, ya even maths i mean if u noe how to do la.OMG DID I JUS SAY DAT DOIN HMWRK CAN BE FUN?!?! haha wth.rite, i am so enthu in hist today din wan to fall aslp and kpt answerin questions, sumore is khoops lesson.but its very interesting altho it involves alot of political stuff.hist i mean not khoops

khoops sucks lor.she's in a gd mood today i think haha jda said maybe its because chi new yr's cuming dan i was lyk 'ya she dun hav to give hongbaos ppl will give her cos she's still MISS khoo'hahaha so mean...haha i hate her wad and she hates me.anyway, today mr ismail told her off!!!! so suprising rite!!! cos we r supposed to perform wif dance club, which she is in charge of, dan dey hav to listen to our song and make up a dance to it.dan she was pissing mr ismail off by complaining dat we r wastin dance club's time wth? lyk its not wasting our time liddat.and kpt askin y mr ismail din record d songs for dance club.she mus hav been too much and really pissing mr ismail off cos he's so softspoken and lenient and gd tempered all. so ya apparently, mr ismail snapped at her and said 'U NOE WAT I WILL RECORD IT OK?!' very loudly and all.after dat khoops was frnly and patient and all hahahahah way to go!!! wen our angklung teacher told us wad happened we were so shocked!!!!cos he doesnt look lyk he will ever flare up ahha.so wen he came to d rm we cheered so loudly ahaha he got a sock dan we told him y we cheered dan he was lyk 'oh.haha' haha wth? lucia asked him y he wans to work wif khoops cos he's d co-form for my class and khoops my form teacher.dan he said he has no choice hahahahahah!!!!!!! so funny.haha so cool.:) see, dis prove dat me hating khoops is a one person thing cos even a teacher cannot stand her and almost everyone cheered we we learnt dat mr ismail told khoops off.hahaha well dere's a reason y she's still a MISS. ahahhahahaha

so tired...yawn.tmrw got tuition..hahah hav alot of questions to ask.

ciaos

2005-01-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

today was madness man. first khoops came bck frm her medical leave, anyway, sch wanted d form teachers to catch those wif 'wrong' hairstlye which is quite obviuos dat i got caught considerin d fact dat khoops hates me so much.anyway she let me off but later asked me to stand up again.my hair so long alr can?? wad on earth is wrong wif all these ppl.got ppl's hair is spiker dan mine la.dun go catch them cum catch me.how cum i always got this treatment?

dan during lit, mrs tan was lyk telling me i've got a 'nice smile','nice dimples' 'cute nose'...WTH??? CUTE NOSE???!!!!!!!WAHAHAHAHAH SO HILARIOUS RITE????!!!!! I WAS LUFFIN MY HEAD OFF LA!!!!!(and so was d others) i din noe i had a CUTE nose until today. ok anyway she told me all these crap and said i shld not leave my hair liddat, and say lyk she will c my hair instead of my 'nice and cute' features.and said i shld really leave my hair long,so my hair wun divert her attention frm my face.hahahahahhahhaha wad crap she is jus saying all these nice things to convince myself to actually feel gd bout myself and leave my hair long. wadehell? thanks so much for d compliments i am still gonna cut my hair anyway.haha rite...i think its bit sacarstic cos i have not got a cute nose!!!!

khoops is dman against me.she said sth really badd bout me behind my bck.i cant really say wad itiscos it will get d person hu betrayed her and told me d bad thing she said bout me into trouble.wth i duno wad am i saying.anyway she is so against me.wth short pinafore...asking me to pick up d litter in her class wen i am alr outta d class bla bla bla.i think she is not happy wif her life argh crapp.

i am so tired today la.kpt slpin in class and asked to go to d toilet so i can wash my face.khoops lyk monotone la hear her its lyk hear a broken recorder.yawn...

jesse macartney is so cute!!!!!!!! he looks lyk aaron carter and i used to think he's cute but not now since his voice broke and had lyk million pimples on his face and his bro nick carter actually was outta his mind to date paris hilton and oh, he two timed hillary duff and lindsay lohan ahhaha wth.

2005-01-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello

wen to cp today wif sam apparently, angklung is cancelled.-.- wth waste of time i hav to lyk wait at d hall for a long time for d sec 1's to cum out and spot for d angklung ppl and tel dem is cancelled dan ask mr ismail to make a announcement, he refused and gave all sorts of excuses.wads his prob?? always liddat.duno scared of wad.anyway we wen, and toked alot.dan we wen to op and discuss whether i shld change my op shorts hahah wth.dan i saw dis really nice slacker shorts its so nice la at 77th/ strt.i so regret dat i bot d shorts frm op la.altho its quite nice but d slacker one is dman nice can?? so i asked my mum and she said i can buy.YES!!!! wahahah i spend so much $ alr.tsktsk jaima...dan we wen to d palygrd near my grandma hse and tok sumore hahaha.

rite my thighs r aching lyk hell tmrw got pe can??how d hell am i supposed to run??ms sek said i was unfit hahaha ystd la...so she wil jus think i'm giving an excuse not to run. how great

2005-01-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

wen j8 wif lu jus now to change d size of my shirt.lu so kind!!!!!!! she dman gd la accompany me go and all:):) she's my best frn!!!!!sheesh i sound so 'xian shi' anyway...we wen to deli to drink and guess hu we saw???!!!! mrs tan!!!!! mrs angelina tan!!!! omg omg so scaree.she was lyk lookin at us so we hav to greet her or sth rite.so i jus said 'hi mrs tan' liddat,dan she say my hair bla bla.she was wif her mum i think.she wasnt fierce or anything she was veh kind to us hahah.dan say belt bla bla dan we bot our drinks and drink veh slowly tryin to stall for time.eventually she walked past us and said our belts and my hair again.

oh oh today khoops was so ridiculous.i noe she hates me but dun hav to make it so obvious rite??? she said my pinafore is short!!!!!! WTH???!!! wads her prob?? its not above d knee or anything rite??? its over d knee alr la.sheesh she is so against me la.dan she made me and sum others stand in front.i was so mad.its so stupid la.dan i kpt argue wif her lyk mrs susan ng and ms sek caught me for my hair but not my pinafore??dan she said sth lame lyk'dey din look dwn' rite...sheesh came up wif an excuse for pickin against me so lame-ly.i was lyk rolling my eyes la, dan i said mrs ng caught others for their short pinafore and i was there.dan she nth to say alr dan say' well i am d form teacher.....yadayadayada.' she reminds me of ang ku kueh always take dis as an excuse wen they hav nth tosay.i am so mad la.so wen i met mrs tan dis afternoon, i took d chance to sort of complain.i was lyk'mrs tan, is my pinafore considered short??' dan she said it was ok my belt was ok.and she lyk measure three fingers dwn or sth.dan i told her dat khoops wanted to bk me for short pinafore dan she said 'its ok its fine.'HA!!!! TAKE THAT KHOOPS!!!!she wanted me to lengthen it by tmrw now i hav sth to say alr.HA!!! i wun lengthen it la cos i will b admitting my pinafore is short.mrs tan told me to lengthen it but not by tmrw.so ay she was not even mad or anything.khoops is mad.argh...so madd,its lyk everybody thinks its stupid la even those ppl hu hav really short skirts think so.they were lyk'mine's shorter la yrs not k.' ya la!!!!! lyk everybody is luffin cos apparently me gettin caught for short pinafore is funny.rite...-.- hahaha she is so biased.

oooohh......my skin is bck to normal!~!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so its true wad everybody said is true, peeling skin can b back to normal!!! hahahahah i was paranoid for nth.hhaha but now everybody is peeling jus lyk me b4.and oi was called a jinx and dat i spread it to them ahhahahaha wth wth..hahah i noe is kidding la.rite...

jay rocks day by day

2005-01-23T14:59:00.000+08:00

rite

ystd after keyboard, met khiu and sam at cp.i was gg hm dan they veh kindly accompanied to op to get sth for my cuz as it was his bday.dan dey pulled me to heartland mall to meet gerald.dey were supposed to discuss project but we ended up walking in heartland-.- dan i spend money again-.- i am sucha spendthrift.i think i mus quarantine myself so i wun go out and spend sumore money.

ohoh i wtch road trip ystd nite ahahah on ch5.stupid show.funny, but stupid.not impt la.

havent do my amath yet..dieded.

2005-01-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

wen on a shoppin spree wif lu today!!!!!aahahahha we wen to twn dan j8 dan i wen to cp myself to buy shorts hahahha.i bot 3 tshirts, 2 pair of boardshorts, and a pair of shoes!!!!!ahahahahhaha oh my i can buy any clothes for d next half a yr.hhah spend two much alr.but its new yr shoppin la...ahahah excuses.:)so happy la dat i bot new clothes hahahahahahha.cant wait to wear dem.

rite.so veh happy it's a hol.

ystd in sch i was 'insulted' by khoops wth wth.cos we hav to sing national athem in part of d character developement....-.- lame rite.dan its sing row by row.dan our row only got three ppl, charlene, robyn and myself.dan its lyk anne ask to join us cos we only hav three ppl dan khoops was lyk 'nvm jaime is in dat row dun hav to worry' wth??!!feel so insulted la.although its quite true.hehe but its in front of the whole class la.hahahah forget it.

havent practise my song for keyboard tmrw.ahhhh dieded.i'm supposed to play last two wks but din pass so i hav to play and play until i pass.but its so diff!!!

2005-01-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

omg today was so cool cos ms iris tay approved my hairstyle!!!!wth wth i tot she will scld me lor dan i kpt avoiding her.dan wen i was buyin drink, she was there wif mrs soon dan she knocked against me,dan she apologised dan she said 'i lyk yr hair' i'm lyk wth????!dan i thanked her.dan mrs sson was lyk 'u din get caught ah?" dan i said i did and they asked me to kp it longer.dan ms tay was lyk"but its ok wad...its not short or anything jus thin and spikey. but i lyk yr hair"i was shocked can??! ALL THIS COMING OUT OF A TEACHER'S MOUTH!!ahahahahahha so cool right??not cos she said she liked my hair but cos she dun scld ppl for nth lyk sum teachers,lyk i walked past mrs chan and she din scld me or anything???so ya...she veh cool hahahah cos she's veh open minded la.she understands students...now i noe y so many students lyk her:)

anyway,jus came bck frm tuition.i am so tired and my skin is freaking me out!!lyk i wear my sweater to sch to cover my skin cos i dun wanna freak ppl out??haahha hope it will b normal again lyk wat all d ppl r telling me.

2005-01-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

my skin is so rotting

argh c alr feel sick.

i'm lyk putting any cream i can find.hahahah everybody told me dat it will return to its normal state but its damn disgusting la.i am so gonna wear my sweater to sch everyday until it gets well.d other arm have d white patch alr la and my right arm's patch is getting bigger me la itchy fingers i wanna cut dem off ah.

ahh!!!!!c my skin and i feel i'm itching all over.lyk i'm in a badd moodd cos of my stupid sunburn??looks lyk i got sum skin disease liddat.ITS NOT K PPL!!!! ITS SUNBURN!!!!!! SUNBURN PEEL!!!!!!!!S-U-N-B-U-R-N!!!!!!!!!! P-E-E-L!!!!!!hahahahaha wth.i'm dms-ing a while high a while low.my new yr clothes r all gonna b long sleeved hahaha but my bro said by d time alr ok alr.ahhh duno wad to do. anybody got any suggestions on how to let it heal??tel me!!

2005-01-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

rite

wen to church today.it was ok.wen wif clara and d others.d songs and all r nice but dun really lyk d whole thing cos i think its a bit commercialised or wadever.i'm still not convinced but wadever.personal opinion

i'm peeling!!!!!! wth wth.sunburn la.my skin is lyk so wrinkled la.so disgusting lyk old woman liddat.dan i itchy fingers go and peel peel and peel dan now my arm has dis huge white pale patch.hahahah so i put lyk 2 plasters on it to cover it and prevent my itchy fingers to peel sumore dead and wrinkled skin.hahahaha so disgustin can duno wad to do.

realised i havent do amath hmwork yet.dieded and my stupid bro and his stupid frns r playin mahjong in d living rm, lyk how am i gonna slp??? but i alr told my bro to play in his own rm using my hp in my rm and call him on his hp,hahah wth am i sayin.paiseh la.

so tired got apprentice today!!!!!!ahahahah i miss dat show.

2005-01-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

bck frm camp!!!!!! damn fun!!!!

wen to sum rainforest on the first day..so boring can?! walk so far dan din learn nth and din c any of d animals dey said.and da guide kp stoppin and stoppin tellin us bout sum plants lyk i wanna noe.such a waste time and it's damn hot la.but we stopped at sum spot where there's dis huge rock for us to sit and there's sum mini waterfall(?) d water is damn clean and cool love it there.we stopped for lyk 1 and a half hrs dan set off again so sadd cos d water damn nice:) dan we walked bck to the bus again.so tiring.but gd excercise la.and i got dis stupid sun burnt which got worst at the 2nd day.anyway, bck to d first day.we wen bck to d campsite where we have to sit a boat across the river to reach there.the longhse was built on a freshwater swamp. and guess wad? we hav to walk thru sum dirty puddles of water to get into d longhse barefooted!!!!!!!!!!!! omg...d water was dman dirty and there's mud!!!!!!!!!! we den wen to bathe and realised we have to walk thru more puddles of dirty water and mud to get to d toilets.and it was gettin dark cos we're d last grp to arrived.DAN we realised d showering conditions SUCKS!!!! there r lyk termites and insects EVERYWHERE!!!!!! and it was damn dirty. dan sumbody shouted "THERE'S NO WATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" WTH?!?! everybody were so pissed. so we shouted to d ppl and dey jus told d ppl hu r batheing to jus cum out with their wet hair, bodies and full of shampoo wth?anyway i still bathe only i have to shake d showerhead to get the water out.how pathetic rite.dan we wen bck BAREFOOTED cos apparently we din wear our sandals cos din want the sandals to get dirty and wet.and it was so dark. and we got our feet dirty anyway cos there's lyk mud all over.wen reached d longhse, alot of ppl told us dat d food sucks lyk hell and said it will b better if we wil jus go hungry by thet time, i was so tired so i din care less dat i'm starving and jus wen w/o food i was so pissed.i began to regret and envy those ppl hu din wanna cum.i almost cried.dan we wen to slp and i managed to slp which was quite suprisin considerin d fact that i cant get to slp on d first day of d camps i've gone to.

d second day was much much much better.we began to get used to it so we din mind walkin thru dirty water and mud to get to d toilets to brush our teeth.and d weather was cooling and nice so we can slp comfortably untill sum ppl start tokin veh loudly. scldin hokkien vulgarities and shining d torchlites.anyway so we wen to brush our teeth.dan had breakfast.dan we set off to sedili besar.there's dis village.which was veh cute in a sense that there is a small nursery, small pri sch, small clinice etc...and there r shops and all.d ppl there were so frnly.dey waved at us and all prolly cos dey r all happy ppl, dey lead a simple life, but they r all contented wif wad dey have.they look out for each other and d children feel no threat wen there r strangers around cos dey grew up in a village wen ppl livin there r united, happy and contented.and dats things spore ppl lacked.anyway we had lunch in a shelter and sum old man came to tok to us in malay.so i asked mr ismail to tok to him and he told us dat d old man asked us to go to d park to eat rather dan squeeze in a shelter and eat i guess dat d old man is lonely dats y he came to tok.so sadd rite.anyway,we dan wen to sum mangrove.quite intersting.haha i kpt lifin up rocks to catch crabs ahahaha so fun.dan we walked a long way to d rocky beach.IT WAS SO BLOODY NICE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dats d best of d camp man.it was so nice.so beautiful. dan there were alot of sea puddles(?!)so matilda, liting, aniszah, joseph and i tried catchin fishes and crabs.-.- haha dan i walked away and dey caught one.so i'm bad luck la.hahahah i fell down and d rock left scratches on my leg. so malu.ahahahah dan i jus sat dwn on a rock and enjoy d cool breeze and all.it was so nice, looking at d sea, d clouds and d waves splashing against d rocks.i sat there for s longest time.i din even join d others in d survey hahah jus cant take my eyes off la.haha dan i threw rocks into d sea puddles.hahahahhaha so fun.so i conclude dat d sunburn and d walking were worth it!!!!! i would walk again and get sunburn again to go d rocky beach again.oh! oh! i held a sea cucumber!!!!! d feeling was so disgustin hahhha.so slimy and soft.i miss dat place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, we wen bck to d campsite and bathe and all.i was actually happy. i dun care walkin in dirty water and mud anymore.i was beginning to love dat place.anyway, mrs das hu came along wif us knew dat we were all unhappy on d first day.so she sat us dwn and asked us to voice out any problems.so we did.and she clarified wif us wif humour.hahahah i mus say she is a veh gd VP.she can handle things veh well.dan we were all happy.dan we had bonfire party which was not veh nice.cos everybody were not ethu.there were so many stars!!!!!!!!!!! it was so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its AMAZING!we wun b able to c dat in spore only in a forest.dan sum guy told us bout d stars it was so interesting.lyk how wen can tel d direction by reading the stars.i was in awe of dat man.it was so interesting so beautiful d stars.love it.now i miss d stars ahhaha dan we wen to slp.

on d third day, we clean up d place dan we wen to c elephant dung.hahaha d person told us dat d elephants can smell us frm far dats y it wun cum out.anyway, d dung was jus outside d longhse.lyk i cant imagine an elephant walkin around our campsite.but yupp it did.dan she said d big holes we c in da ground on d path where we walk to get to d toilets were actally footprints of d elephants.dan she showed us sum plant dan we can eat. d shoots only i think.i tried.no taste.hahaha dan we did d water obstacles!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so damn fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got wet wet wet!!!!!!!!!!!!hahhahaha so nice!!!!!!!!!! i wanna do it again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhaha dan we bathe and set off to spore.alot of ppl cannot bear to leave dat place.includin myself.hais.to think i was complainin on d first day and cant wait to go bck.dan we fooled around in da bus and all.hahahah so fun.and had dinner in dis restuarant.

btw i got dis veh bad sunburnt.my hands and my neck r so red.and pain.i cant shower in hot water and stand directly under d sun cos it will hurt veh badly.but it was all worth it:)i really love dat place and d ppl there.oh oh mrs tan told us dat wen d grp which did d water obstacles first threw away their shoes dan all d children jus dug d rubbish bin to fished out d shoes. so sadd.dey wanted d shoes so badly dey dun even care dat d shoes were so bloody dirty.so we washed our shoes and gave them to d children.there's dis orang asli hu thanked me altho d 'thank you' was not veh clear and accurate, i felt d sincerity. so i was veh happy. we ought to b happy wif our lives and contented and b happy jus lyk dem.we hav so much to learn frm d orang aslis.we shouldnt complain so much bout d conditions cos d orang aslis and d children live their for their lives.and we only live there for lyk 3days and 2 nights.so ya. i learn alot there.:):) i love it there.

anyway, I HAVE NOT SEEN A MONKEY. it was not me.it was alvana!!!!!!!!!!!! so stop sayin' i saw a monkey!!!!!' in my face wen u all c me k?! it was a misunderstanding!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so not me.alvana was behind me wen she said she saw a monkey and i appeared first so u all thot it was me.dan u all shouted 'i saw a monkey!!!' wen i appearead dan i thot u all said i look lyk a monkey(wth?!) so i said 'dey all make fun of me la' wen liting asked me wad happened so u all got a wrong impression dat i admitted dat i said i saw a monkey. ok ok?!?! IT WAS NOT ME HU HAD SEEN A MONKEY IT WAS ALVANA OKOK?!?!?! NOT ME!!!hahaha...mad la me.

ahahahahha such a wordy post.sorry.hahahahah

2005-01-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

jus came bck frm s.h.e's concert

it was a big disappointment.s.h.e din, d sound system and d other ppl did.d sound system sucks!!!!its damn badd man left a bad impression on d taiwan ppl.s.h.e was so awkward.dey even re-sang d song to make it up for us.3 times it happened.argh so pissed and d ppl were all so not high duno wads deir prob.cum duno for wad.i was so high can at least i try to b.haha dan d encore part me and clara stood up and cheered dan everybody followed haah oni d encore part dna every1 was high which is kinda late.hais all i can say is jay's concert was so much better two days were all gd, every1 was high and most imptly, NO SOUND SYSTEM BOOBOOS.

i spent alot of money today.i feel so guilty wad clara said made me guilty its not her fault.its all true.i feel so sad today dats y din really enjoy myself.cos i forgot to bring my digi cam!!!!wth?! i bot it for d concert and i din bring.i'm such a moron.i am so dumb.call me dumb wen u c me.slap my face wen u c me.i am so stupid.so blur.AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really hate myself sumtimes ya noe.

2005-01-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

rite

today is a tired day...veh tired cos is cca fair. d performance was okay...better dan d practices so its sth to b happy about.dan we had to persuade sec1s to join angklung so i was shoutin my lungs out to make ppl notice me hahah i was lyk 'JOIN ANGKLUNG!!!!!' and carrying d billboard around my neck.i look kinda stupid ppl was luffin and all but i din really care as long it makes ppl notice our booth and sign up ahah i made a big sacrifice!!! haha jk everybody worked hard.its one of d 'bestest' activity for angklung haha:) and we got quite a no.of ppl interested!!!! yes!!!:)and damn it we have to go to sungapore conference hall at 6pm till 11pm tmrw for dry rehearsal.damnit damnit damnit.so late can?but wad to do, SYF cuming.

and my bag is so dman heavy cos d lessons started alr and i we din even use any bks today -.-wth...and i realised i forgotten everything bout math.i am so dead.

i am so tired tired tired.

2005-01-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

today is a sad sad day cos sch gave us a tok bout tsunami...and dey showed video clips of dat.there was dis part where d mother cried while carryin her dead child.d child's face was all bloated and swollen.d mother was cryin so badly dat it made me wanna cry.really sad. i think we shld jus stop complaining bout d little minor things we have.its nth compared to those w/o food, clothes and shelter, w/o parents and their kids.i feel so guilty.i am havin so much comfort and still complain bout d little small discomfort.i ought to b arrested.

oh well.

wen to cp wif liting and clara.ate kfc.omg d service is damn badd.i dun even wanna tok bout it.

ok sth happy.there's camp nxt wk!!!looks exciting.but so many ppl not gg. my mum and my grandma objected me to go.but i made up my mind alr.its time to b independant.i cant be so dependant on my mum alr.no more pampered-cant-take-a-little-sufferin brat anymore.haha cos there's bound to b a day wen i hav to fare for my own.cos d truth is my mum will leave me one day and u will nvr know wen.not as if i'm cursin my own mother but u will nvr know.so i thought dis is one gd chance to learn new stuff, to enhance my knowledge, to learn to b independant. haha kinda lookin forward to it.my grandma was lyk manipulatin me, she said d leeches will crawl into my body haha which can b true cos u wun feel a thing wen leeches suck yr blood.so sick rite not?hhahmy auntie, which loves campin and had alot of experience told me dat have to bring vinegar or medicated oil so wen d leeches suck yr blood, put vinegar or d oil on it dan i will drop off.jus d image of d leeches suckin my blood turn me off!!!!!haha i swear if any leech cum close to me i will squish dem wif my foot!!!!haha and dan all d blood will squirt...ew....haha.

so...i have nth to say hahah cya!!

2005-01-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

sch sucks

i'm tired all day!!!! so many toks...and d teachers we got sucks

well at least jda in my class hahah she was transferred...jda go to d camp!!!!!!haha dat spoilt ear floater dun wan to go.

angklung sucks.so tiring.argh i wan my hols bck!!!

2005-01-02T17:20:00.000+08:00

omg its rainin all day!!!! i cant go out at all. oh shit dat means it wil prolly rain tmrw which means we all have to go to d hall for morn assembly, which means it will be harder for me to escape frm teachers!!!!!! ahh!!!!!! oh no, oh no i am so gg to die.

so...happy 2nd day of new yr u all. so fast huh? we hafta go to sch alr.time really passes wen ur havin fun.ok maybe not for me cos all i do is to slp late, wake up late, wtch tv, wtch more tv, eat, eat more and use da comp.hahaha so pathetic rite not?ahahah i duno wassup wif me, slackin my time away.i suck.and dan wen sch reopens, i am gg to slp in class which i cant cos gotta work hard alr.but i'm so lazy!!!its gonna be so hard.and dan i'm gonna tok bck to teachers and get into trouble and all d teachers gg against me.wat a great life i'm gg to hav.i used to look forward to d first day of sch hahaha so pri sch rite.but not now...oh well.

so i guess i will c u all tmrw!!! cya:)

2004-12-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!

hahah i love new yr! more dan xmas hhaha cos there r so amny conutdwn shows on tv!!! be it chi or eng but too badd, dis yr no eng ch 5 countdwn in respect of da tsunami victims hais...new yr and not every1 can enjoy d new yr's day.oh well.i wen to do volunteer work 2day!!!! hahaha it was so hot.but kpt thinkin bout d tsunami victims kpt me gg..there were so many ppl man.i am so damn bloody proud of singaporeans.dis proved dat spore can be united and bond 2gether other dan wtching singapore idol.hahaha...and i donated 10 bucks.hahaha so happy dat i did sth gd today:)hope everything goes well frm now on, frm d yr 2005.

listenin to perfect 10 now, top 100 songs of d yr!!!!!so i thus produce my personal top20 songs of the yr 2004:

(not in the order of merit)
20.runaway-electrico
19.over and over - nelly and tim mcgraw
18.dare you to move - switchfoot
17.this love - maroon five
16.predictable- good charlotte
15.ocean avenue- yellow card
14.five colours in her hair- mcfly
13.the reason-hoobastank
12.my place-nelly and jahiem
11.where isthe love- black eyed peas
10'the new song by chingy'-chingy
9.baby cakes(ouchie hates dis song!!)-3 of a kind
8. like toy soldiers-m&m
7.come home soon-pug jelly
6.true-ryan caberra
5.these words-natasha bedingfield
4.welcome to my life-simplan plan
3.accidentally in love-counting crows
2.you and i both-jason mraz
1.cannonball-damien rice
oh oh and do they know its xmas by -band aid2004, so its top 21 ahaha

and....my top 10 most hated songs of the yr 2004!!!
(not in the order of merit, hu cares anyway?!)
10. i want you-electrico
9. naughty girl(??)-by "no idea, all i noe is, it sucks!"
8.move yr body-"no idea"
7.my goodies-"no idea"
6.lose yr breath-destiny's child
5.radio-robbie williams
4.i believe in you-kylie minogue
3.sexy naughty bitchy me-tata young
2.outgrageous-britney spears
1.what you waitin for-gwen stefani

ahahah rite...sorry if i offended any1 haha.

a new yr, hope its a new and postive start for every1!!!!!! be gone wif d disasters, diseases and unhappiness!!!!

2004-12-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

i am so proud of spore, or rather d whole world.

cos of d tsunami thing, the whole world bonded together. sum ppl do volunteery work, some donated blood, money, food etc. its jus so amazing how ppl can be so compassionate regardless of races, age and all.so...tmrw i am going to SPH to do voluteery work in help for d tsunami victims.:) wif my mum and cuz...

rite..the tok today sucks.i slpt.so borin omg.and angklung sucked today too.how can we ever take part in SYF?!?! made me so fed up at myself.

psm-ing la.

wen to cp for lunch wif lucia.she so gd.kp accompanyin me to eat hahaha my gd frn!!!and i bot my sch shoes frm converse. dman nice but d price veh steep.:(

so CJR today.she saw me i am sure.but i guess she jus kpt an eye closed cos maybe its d hols. i am so gonna be dead wen sch reopens.and saw ms sek too, omg i practucally ran.hahaha phobia.

time's runnin out.gotta work hard.

2004-12-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

rite

had angklung today.so tiring and we sucked

ate alot today. gettin fatter and fatter each day

tmrw have dis workshop and rehearsal.die.so gonna get bored and....will c teachers!!!! my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i jus cut it and its damn...damn..bushbirdy..hahaha.die...

not as if i wanna cut, its long at da back.

rite rite,omg i woke up at lyk 7am in da morn cos as usual my mum woke me up by makin alotof noises cos she's fetchin my bro to his camp, so ya...so mi wtched tv, da news and they were all bout da disasters.man, i am so sick of these news. i c da newspapers full of them, i jus dun feel lyk readin them.so sadd rite. and i saw da pics of da dead ppl d victims, oh god, dey were all bloated and decomposed and white. so sadd.

jannow there was dis big retard hu parked his bloody car in front of two parkin lots dan my mum cant park.dan my mum had dis small dispute wif dat freak dan wen we wen up, he kpt lookin up lyk wanna look out for us.i bet he wanted to do sth to our car.so inconsiderate rite.its his fault lor still insistin he's right. shld hav take dwn his plate no.hais dis morn aso met an inconsiderate driver, drive so slowly, waste of time la he.dan my mum drove past him, he still purposely drove slowly, so i knocked on da car window and diaoed him and he still have da cheek to smirk lyk veh happy for himself.wth?? i bet he got mental prob.hais pathetic.

rite...i am so bored

2004-12-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

uh oh

my mum is in a really badd mood. cos of my bro la..argh.all his fault dat i got sclded too.:(

y is everybody in a badd mood these days? i am in a badd mood too.wth wth

and sch is reopenin.worry worry. its a tough yr ahead..

2004-12-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

hais

bad news

earthquake and stuff

so many ppl died

y mus us humans suffer da evilness of nature. i think those ppl hu died cos of the earthquake r really innocent,they were jus on hol in penang and died jus liddat and sum ppl r jus kids! so innocent.

they r, indeed victims of nature. and xmas jus came. y liddat??

2004-12-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

hello

boxin day..

my bro is da best bro ever!!!!!! well at least for ystd.hahah cos he got me a really nice 'blingbling' necklace which i asked him to get for me, and he really did!!!hahah and he got me dis really nice box which cost lyk 30 bucks or so dat is wad he said i dun believe..so ex..its for me to put my stuff inside...hahah so gd rite he? and he got dis massage oil for my mum which is lyk 40 over bucks, there's preserved strawberry and apricots in it and wen my mum opened it. she got a shock cos she tot it was preserved lizards in it.hahahahha so funny..

so....how's yr xmas???

tmrw gotta go to sch fo angklung hais...for lyk 6 hrs??? damn..wad to do, SYF nxt yr.

2004-12-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahha tryin hard read sum xmas cheer.

there is a lil bit of xmas cheer here at hm cos we got a xmas tree...at long last!!!my ma and myself set up the tree and put up da deco.for my bro(cos it's his biggest wish i tink)dan he came hm frm army dan remarked dat d tree looks childish,so he wen to buy new decos and decorated da tree again...rich kid he.i slded him but he put dwn da fone halfway-.-oh well...it looks great i mus say.more hmmm....feel?? hahaha mus have cost him a bomb.

oh my god, i havent got anything for my mum yet!!!cos i simply duno wad to get her..i bot sth for my bro thi...sum survivor-influencednecklace, looks lyk he likes it.he for me sth too!!!!my bligbling.hahah its frm 77th strt.damn nice!!!!!i told him dat i wnated dat..hahaha so he can save time having to think wad to get him hahah!!!

now now...wad happened to all dat xmas-is-a-festival-of-giving thing??

haha. wen out to twn ystd wif my pri sch frns.it was a nice trip:)

sch is reopenin soon so party yr ass 4 this xmas!!

2004-12-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

I BOT MY DIGI CAM!!!!!!!

yay!!!!! haha it is da olympus one, the SI one...damn nice. i wanted da canon ixus 40 or sth liddat, but da salesperson and my bro was propaganda-ing me, so i chose da olympus one.it is velvet red in colour..and its cheaper.so after lyk so many research, i still chose da olympus de..hahaha.

bored.

i'm havin a bit of xmas spirit alr. at last.cos my ma ordered log cakes for a 'party' at hm so ya...hahah and i got a cam for xmas...haha.

so...sch is reopenin soon. i'm half lookin forward and half not lookin forward to it.-.- cos maybe will get da crappy teachers and c ppl u detest but, u can c yr frns!!hahah i swear not to slp in class anymore and not to argue wif teachers anymore which is quite hard cos sum teachers r really unreasonable.(lyk hu i got dis yr)haha better quit sayin, dey mite b reading dis!!!!!!

UH OH.

2004-12-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

yo

wen to sch today to do da banner...finished it!!!!!!!! finally!!!! yay..it looks quite nice frm far...FRM FAR..hahha cos cant c da small mistakes la..its really small!!! compared to da rest!! it looks so biig while doin it haha..dan while we were tyin da string to da bamboo we hav to bite it cos no si..si..now how to u spell it? i always had a prob spellin dis word..damn.hahha i'm vocab and spelling pte limited la..anyways we hav to bite it in order to break it to two..khalijah and myself tried so hard, she did it, i din..i feel lyk we're in survivior!! lyk flinstone's stone age liddat hahah anyhow i jus feel so assured finish doin it.

dan 'kenna' dis LOOOOOOOOOOONGGGGG..... tok cos of my hair...-.- it was really long, trust me.

dan actually wanna to ps to eat but din cos it was late, so lucia and i wen to cp instead.-.- but we talked..it was a nice tok, i really missed sec 1G, the times we were so untied it malu-ing ang ku kueh(and succeeded)and makin up a rap about how to survive a certain teacher teachings...it was really fun very...i really missed those times...wen we r gd frns wen we hav our small conflicts, but made our frnship stronger instead..but it din last.:( oh well..thanks to certain ppl. but U DUN MISS YOUR WATER TILL THE WELL RUNS DRY!!!!

2004-12-13T20:50:00.001+08:00

hiya

went out wif lucia today...wtchd national treasure..its quite gd.countary to da reviews..dey gave it only 2 and a half stars???its gd..da guy playin nicholas cage's character's sidekick is damn cute.haha wtch it man.

dan bot a shorts and a long-sleeved shirt..da salesgirl veh funny..haha dan i kpt tryin da shorts in every size dan i bot XL its not veh loose la...its veh comfortable..i need to save money alr..i'm gettin spendthrift-er..haha no sucha word.

tmrw got tuition:(

and NO XMAS SPIRIT FOR ME! :(:(

2004-12-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

hii

right..i put three jay pics!!!! nice eh?? he damn shuai..:):):) jay rocks!!

so..i lazed at hm today wtched tv all day and wen to j8 to meet my aunties and cuzzies.dan bot a shirt!!!its dman nice!! i wanna go bck there tmrw and buy again:):) gg out wif lucia tmrw..wtchin movie i think but there's no gd movies aaound eh?? oh well i wna buy clothes!!!hahah spendin alot of money nowadays..

i slpt at 4am 'dis' mornin cant get to slp dan my mum woke me up at lyk 6.15am becos she was gg out.dan i cant get to slp again.so i pulled myself outta da bed and wtched tv -.- until 8.15 am and dan i got bck to slp..hahaa dan i woke up at lyk 1pm.haah.PIG

sch is reopenin soon!!!! so fast.

2004-12-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

yes yes..i noe my blog is in a mess...bear with it!!!!! i wil fix it.:):)

2004-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

hello

am tokin wif gerald over msn now..hahah tokin bout sun yanzi..-.- thinkin bout da old times wen i used to lyk her and wen i saw her in person...to cum and think bout it, she's really nice and frnly lyk she dun put on airs..which is veh gd of a big-time star lyk her..she WAVED at me!!!!hahaha..altho i dun lyk her as much as b4 alr..i am beginnin to lyk her again but not as much to go buy her new cd..waitin for da re-packaged one..:)

wen shoppin for a new neckalace after my keyboard today...i swear da sales lady tot i was a les!!!!!!!! i swear man..cos i wana engraved my name on da pendant so she was lyk u wana give ppl or for yrself? dan i dno wad exactly came over me, so i said for other ppl....-__- so i asked to put 'jaime' on it, dan she asked y dun u put yr name as well?? i was lyk'er..no nid la'i jus got a feelin dat she thinks i'm crooked if yr over there u wil think so...dan i bot a tshirt dan she was lyk "u wana buy for lyk couple huh?" dan she gave me 'dat' look dan i was thinkin mus b thinkin dat i'm crooked cos firstly, i dun dress girly, secondly, my hair, so its lyk dman obvious dat i dun look as if i hav a bf..argh so i said' er no for myself' wth wth..maybe i read too much or think too much but if u guys r there u wil think dat way too..oh well...time to leave long hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

hii

i lost my necklace!!!!!!!! ahh!!!!! da pendant only la. but its da guitar one!!! i am so sadd now.its da best thing i ever got in genting!

now i gotta 'steal' sth frm my bro to wear around my neck hahah he's in da army la. so nvm.

i'm gg out wif my mum and cuz tmrw hope she kps her promises ahhaha so cant go tuition and.....we're gettin a digital camera!!!!!!! yay! shld i get d olympus one(da sing idol one) or da canon one? cant make up my mind!!! da price same sumore.

i wan to 'adopt' a kid frm india or sumwhere....u noe, worldvision. every month u pay a certain amount of money dan u can allow da child to go to sch and recieve proper treatment! its dman meaningful. so i'm gg to da website to check it out :):):)

2004-12-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

2004-12-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

i got DMS.

i'm in sucha badd mood. get irritated by d slighest thing.

was quite rude to my grandma jannow.i felt so guilty the moment the words came out of my mouth.but bein an aries, i felt so hard to apologise.

yes yes i am a bitch today. such a bitch i am.

and i'm so madd at my uncle. selfish freak.

ooops.

hais. bored . i'm sucha lazy ass. slacker i am. i look dwn at myself! i'm worthless!!! see? DMS.

ARGH I HATE DIS WORLD!

2004-12-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

hi

taufik won!!!! jus as i wanted! :) i tot sly would win cos he got more fans wen tauf is really the better singer.but he won! but no, i din vote hahha.but tauf lyk quite cocky actually.haha sly would b easy to market.tauf's market is much narrowier.

wen cp to meet liting and lu.gossiped.(:

wen to wtch 'the incredibles' wif my cuzzies and aunt.damn funny laa.hahahha actually wtchin wif lu on mon but i hav to wtch wif my cuz cos i am supposed to bring him go....so ya...dan now lu wans me to wtch shutter wif her!!!!! I DAMN SCARED LA!!!!! LUCIA!!!! I'M DAMN SCARED!SPARE ME!

2004-11-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

JAY ROCKS MY WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg i'm still excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahah his concert rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go two times aso can.hahahhahaha.is a concert worth wtching two times man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so high wif sam and clara ystd.hahhahh shoutin lyk hell. the first song alr damn high. hahaha dan kp standing up and wavin da glow sticks hahhaahaahh dan we wen in front and high.wen jay came to our direction we screamed lyk hell dan he waved hahahahah of cos not to us la to everyone but better dan nth.damn nice!

dan we saw lin jun jie.hahahah i think he must b damn jealous of jay ah.hahaha everybody singin his songs and screamin for jay.he's veh near us, jj i mean.dan wen he gg hm, clara said bye to him dan he bye-ed back hahah dat gal so happy say jj mus have fallen in love wif her but she still love jay hahahahahah!!!!!!!! lame gal.

nice concert!!!!!! i love jay!

2004-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

yay tmrw gg to jay's concert~!!!!!!!!

and on sat!!!!!!!!!!

my god.so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah madness

tmrw tix is free de hahahah my mum boss paid for it. hahahah 128 de. hahahha so lucky.

i gg with my cuz.but she wun b high, so im not gonna b high high on sat....wif baby wong!~!!!!!!! hahahha.

so......i'm gonna scream my lungs out!!

2004-11-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

yo

back frm genting.

car sick!!! dman giddy.hahha

right.

waitin for my mum at my aunt's....i miss my home!!!! and my laptop!!!! and my vcds!!

2004-11-20T19:33:00.000+08:00

rite

i'm at genting now!!! wth?! hahaha.in da cyber cafe.

so........played alot man rides and stuff.i played da merry go round!!!!!!cant believe it.lol cos hav toaccompany my cousin laa.he scared laaa.

dan played da rollercoaster ride. two times.damn nice laa.shouted lykhell for the first time.din 4 da 2nd timetho cos they wil takepics of you shoutin so i look damn ugly.hahaha right.

dan bot clothes and other stuff.for da first time in genting! cos last time go din buy stuff la

dan i got acold la.damn irritatin

k runnin outta things to say.cya.

2004-11-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

hi

jannow my mum was playin wif dinosaur toys hahahhah to scare my cousin.she made up sum lame story to bluff my cuz dat it wil turn to be real if he cry.hahahha and my silly 2 yr old cuz beleived and almost cried while my bro and i luffed lyk hell.

i'm fat!!!! i eat alot man.ystd night my mum brought me and my maid to geylang serai cos its hari raya and all dan we din go dwn cos it was damn crowded.so we wen to eat roti prata.omg i ate da most! i actually had a few bites of wth? mushroom and cheese prata.it was gross man.hahaha da person insisted dat we try da durian prata.yucks.and we reached hm at lyk 2 am.so i am so beat

i'm so afraid of wastin my time and bein useless whicjh i;m alr am.i'm really wastin my time away.one thing i dun hav many sch activities and i wake up veh late! hais. wth scared of wadtin time but is alr wastin time.hahah nvm

wen to swenson's for lunch as usual, i ate alot.plus ice cream! and fries!!!! omg.i mus hav weigh lyk 60 kg alr.dan bot vcds.crayon sinchan.hahhaha yes ppl i'm childish

how? tues gotta go sch and i'm damn scared i wil get caught for my hair.hhaha parianoid

2004-11-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

yo

bck frm my grandma's!!

I CANT BELIEVE IT! i actually stop myself frm gg to da s.h.e handshakin session!!!!! i was tempted alright, but i din go.wen to ochard wif jda and sam dan saw d Q , it wasnt veh long.i was almost walking to dat place dan i rmbr i din bring the thing hahahah so cant.hais read da newspaper dat dey allowed gals to hug!!!!! WTH?!??! can hug! argh.madd.i shook their hands b4 but not hug!!!!!!!! AHHH.gee i sound freaky.hahahhaha.but my mum din allow la.so ya.

dan i read dat sum indo RICH man spoilt his dotter so BAD.he flew his WHOLE family to spore jus for da s.h.e handshakin thing cos her dotter is mad bout them.he dan called de s.h.e company and said he is frm indo and his dotter loves s.h.e dan bla bla and requested for his dotter to b da FIRST to b the one shakin hands wif s.h.e.he aso offered 1000 BUCKS for a 150bucks tix for da s.h.e concert bcos they r all sold out and he cant get any.hahahahahha i hav two tix! lol my ma asked mi to sell him.yea y not?! its lyk 7 times da price!!!!!and wen he was in HK,his dotter called him and told him dat s.h.e mooncakes r sold in malaysia and yepp, he flew all da way to malaysia and bot da mooncakes. WTH?! and my bro said dat i am spoilt?! hahaha, he doesnt know anything man.talk bout bein spoilT!!!!!

rite.was quite amused by dat.

anyway, i bot clothes frm fourskin and 37degress wif sam and jda.:):):)

sly is gg dwn da slope!!! taufik is gettin so much better!

2004-11-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Yo, was giving y mom a full account of wat happened durin s.h.e’s autograph session earlier dis yr. Hahahha. Cos dis wed cant go the hand-shakin session cos no one can go wif me.boo hoo.so sadd..but I shook their hand b4 la. So nvm.hahaha autograph session dan I will go.

Cut my hair today!!!!!damn punk man.oh god, more bush and bird and bushbirds!!!!!hahhaha lucky, its da hols.so by da time sch re-opens, my hair will b da correct length!!!!! PERFECT! Da cut is so ex man.50 over bucks!!!!! I wen wif my mum and aunt.they cut too.theirs lyk a few hundred dollars I tink.wth?!?! my aunt told me all da rich tai-tais go there.and me?! A pauper wen to hav a haircut there?! Hahaha. Madness.

I feel I’m so useless…ppl around me r so busy!!!!! With ltc and stuff and me? Laze around all day and wake up lyk 1pm?! I am a PIG. Man a slacker! Gosh I look dwn on myself.hahhahahhahaha.hlp me sum1 out there!!!!!!

So………I decided to do volunteery work! I wan to go orphanage to hlp out.hahaha cos I realize I’m so fortunate. And…I wan to do sth useful and fruitful! Wanted to go SPCA instead, dan I rmbred I’m scared of dogs and cats.

Oh well…so long!

2004-11-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

my ma is in a esp badd mood today

and i'm sad wen she is.

hais! how? argh fed up man

really.

2004-11-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

we din do da banner!!!!! cos no banner.hahaha da cloth i mean.lame.

dan wtched two movies wif lu today. princess dairies two and shark tale

P.D.2 was veh funny and touchin but da first one was icer.shark tale is DAMN funny.i luff lyk hell la.hahah wtch it man really nice.

bot txtbks today.so thick ah.da a maths bk was lyk whoa.and da lit bk?one thin bk cost lyk 20 over bucks!wth?!?!i dun feel lyk studyin anymore.yes ppl. whoosh!!!! wad happened to jaime's motivation? hahaha.u will aso feel da smae if u were me.

i love taufik! and oli's bedrm is dman big.envy her lyk hell yea!